my life

2009-02-21T00:15:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

THANK YOU FRIENDS FOR THOSE SWEET MESSAGES.

2009-02-18T17:38:00.002+08:00

MC again for today!
How boringgggggggggg can it be?!
I all wide awake almost close to 11am.
My throat seems not in a normal state. Seems more bad sia!
& every time I'm all awake, I shall sneeze more then 5 times.
Sumpah, irritating-nak-mampos!
I had two donuts for lunch today.
Then my medicine.
And tonight, I shall meet my dearest friend under her void-deck.
I ask her to guide me through on my homeworks.
So yalah, I'm behind time, tsk!
That's about it. Out for now~

2009-02-17T21:56:00.002+08:00

Today, I woke up almost close to 3pm.
Thanks to those medications I took.
My body seems so weak.
My head spin, round and round.
Sibei sian laaaaaaaaaaa!
I texted Den, asking his where abouts. Member kat rumah! =_=
I was damn bored, sumpah.
After I had my late lunch, i took my medication & off to sleep.
perangai macam babi! hahah
Woke up, wash up.
The queen texted me, asking if I want to eat any burger from Mac'donald.
Even if I'm sick, she's there to make my day a little happy with a smile on my face.
THANK YOU.
So, I had mac'spicy burger for dinner. & took my medication.
Since, Aman was complaining, nagging here & there which made me a little frustrated.
But a smile on my face! since there's some who actually care for me, chey!!
MACAM PAHAM.
So yea, he told me to stay put at home tomorrow & not to go to school.
Since my MC include today and tomorrow, so yalah. He asked me to stay.
But I felt so irritated whenever I message Nisa & asked if there's any homework etc.
Bcos somehow, she's uninterested with me, so yalah. Boring kan dapat kawan gitu.
I asked the queen if I can go to school tomorrow, you should know the answer already right?
it's a big NO!

=__________________________=

And I kept on complaining/whining to the queen that I am in a real sick.
Kept on, 'ibu ini.' 'ibu itu.'
Till she said to me,
"Ibu kalau mati, aku rase kau yang melalak rabak. sikit-sikit, ibu ini. ibu itu"
Yalah, who doesn't love their mother right?
& Yalah, I am closed with her, mind me.
(insert wide smile)
So, I shall stuck at this home tomorrow & just sleep!
how boring?! grrrr.
I MISS SCHOOL ENVIRONTMENT!
I FEEL SO WASTE THAT I DIDN'T ATTEND SCHOOL!
(how change i can be? hmmm)

2009-02-16T21:59:00.007+08:00

I shouldn't be updating now since the queen have been nagging to me,
to have my proper meal and have my medicine(!!)
Righhhhhhhht, I'M SICK(!)
And today I should be staying at home resting but thanks to
CRN Role Play test. I've to attend it.
And those girls have been making faces with me. I've got no ideas why.
Whatever it is, I'm all fineeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Even w/o them or Nisa, Shakila and friends actually approached me to be with them.
(THANKS)

I didn't went for my BPF lesson in the morning.
I didn't do my P.E too.
I sat alone reading and memorising my script for the last minute in the library.
My class have a talk session in the library during my CARE lesson.
I was sneezing and sneezing while the presenter doing his presentation. Sorry eh.
I had chicken porridge before going back home with my dearest friend, friend(S).

My mum had a new hair cut which i think suit her well.
My head hurts badly. So my mum decided to take me to the doctor for a check up.
Apparently, I was having a HIGH FEVER(!!)
Sibye, after soooooooooo soooooooooooooo LOOOOOONGGGG being so healthy!
TODAY,I WAS DAMN SICK!
My head macam nak pecah.
My body feel so lemah.
My eyes felt so burning.
My throat is killing me.
I've got no appetite, mind me!
But I need to have my medicine, so yea.
Before I end for today, Yesterday trip to Malacca with my dad's friends
rating 7 out of 8 all bcos we spend most of our time waiting for our lunch meal to be done.
Over at my dad's friends makcik crib.
But overall, I had fun. Even if its a long journey. Very boring in the car!
But still, I had a little fun. Thank-you Ayah & friend(s) oi.
Plus, I can't get rid of my eyes looking at those hot hot heat big bikes.
cool-iossssssss~
They speed! they really speed! And with that, I wish I was on the bike.
HA HA HA HA HA HA
dalam hati; "kalau tk tercampak, da bagos! dengan badan kecik gini"
(inside joke)

Let the pictures rolling, yawwwwwww!!

(Helluuuuuu Good morning~ 5.30am over at Petronas station)

(he he he, morningggggg)

(reached to our first pit stop for breakfast)

(cute kan?! I said to him, something which made my mum laugh real hardcore!)

(peace)

(I said,"ayah! ayah! tengok sini amek gambar"& this is what I get. Senyum nampak!)

(while waiting for one of the car which when missing)

(kire da boring ar dalam kereta! hahah)

(sempatttttttt, family portrait)

(8km to Paya Lebar!!)

(da sampai kampong, budak-budak SG jakon pergi reban ayam)

(if u can see,the boy in grey holding the chicken! tk takot siaaaa kalau kenek patok! haha)

(the group. Not yet full squad.)

(kampong dusun)

(tired)

(we actually asked this Queen to dance those bitches move, if u know what i mean!)

(ok,da penat. gambar time.)

(the day end over at Glang Patah for our late dinner.)

That's about it. I'm done! I need a break.
I've yet to eat those 4 medicines, eh!
pssssssst; 2 days MC make me go booooooooooooooooring! at home. (sigh)
get well soon to me. (:

2009-02-15T03:09:00.003+08:00

(first impression seems so hard for me to believe, goodbye)

Good Morning, ey!

So far so good, still. (mybe?)
For a minute I think I shall stop bothering about people.
Just a sudden thought, actually.
okay, I don't know because I'm very CLUELESS.

"make me claim the days i wanted to throw away."

If I Knew this friendship wont last and you think
by terminating me is the best, then BYE.
it's so transitory but I don't hate you for this though.
For what ever reasons you would give me, your forgiven.
(sigh)

I swear, my life is in trouble with lots of things in mind, right now.
I tried talking to my mum.
I tried to put those sentences nicely but I failed.
What is Valentine's Day?
It's a special way to celebrate with your love ones, those lovebirds.
I spend mine with my mate.
I thought my day will be fine w/o you! around me, but no, I'm wrong.
You actually pick a fight on a slightest thing I did which I'm confused with.
It's just so SUDDEN. I SWEAR.
Whatever happened, between you & me in any way or so, I'M SORRY.
(Ikhlas dari hati ini, ku mintak ampun atas segala kesilapan ku, terhadap dirimu)

Well, Thank-you to my friend who actually accompanied me.
Who actually made me laughed upon the whole journey we went.
(even if i know,deep down im hurt & those smile are just pretend,but i keep on moving)

I should be sleeping by now. Cause I'll be having a long day later on.
Yes people! I'm OUT of TOWN.
'BON VOYAGE...!!'
Maybe this is a right choice for me. To go far away.
Far away that I can ease my mind.

~~(My blog seems dead,im still considering wether should i close this blog of mine? See how. See how.)~~

Till my next post. Jahanammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!
(AKU BENCI BENCI BENCI KAU!)

2009-02-12T20:51:00.002+08:00

Bapak aku da balik la, sidot! Cepat kaperrrrrr..
hahahahahaha.
Ok, I'm so blur with those V.day celebrations held at my school earlier on.
Macam kecoh sangat sia with the performance and all.
And there's one malay guy actually wish me, "happy v.day this saturday ey.."
I looked at him, & turn away. LOL.
SORRY arr, but I'm really not into it, siol.
And my life seems so cruel this days. I felt so left out in almost everything!
mind me, EVERYTHING eyy.
*middle finger*
And I'm sooo gonna get my (insert your own word) done soon!
(& cb u fcuker friend, kawan ke lawan ar? mane kau?!!!)
Besok ader training ke tak ar? I'm not ready for my 2nd try out. so how?

=________________________=

2009-02-11T18:55:00.004+08:00

Well, actually I shouldn't be updating like right now, for godsake!
Instead I should be doing my OFC telephone script which have to hand in by tomorrow.
I just can't help it.
Today seems so dead. And apparently, I'm dragging myself to school(!!)

I woke up super late! (6.30am)
My eyes can't take it when I'm in the bus
My whole body is aching.
first lesson was BPF & ive forgotten about the test.
CRN lesson as usual, BORING!
I'm actually with a group of mates which I'm not click with for CRN.
I felt so disappointed with someone.

I kept on forgetting things! with that, yesterday CRN test i can't do it.
When the paper arrived, my mind when BLANK.
read; TOTAL BLANK!
and I'm wishing myself, all the best for tomorrow's OFC paper.
Tomorrow there will be a Cross Country held at Bedok Reservoir at 8am.
My dearest friend will be around since her P.E teacher asked to do so.
which made me a big, HA HA HA HA HA HA HA to her.
Bangon pagi iyerrr cik kak! :D
I didn't took part bcos I don't feel so right about it. So yea, I just give it a miss.
So to all RUNNERS out there, all the best!
(A) DIVISION GIRLS, RUN FOR THE TROPHY'S!! :D :D

To top it all up, I had my CCA yesterday. First try out.
& I really felt disappointed with myself, seriously.
*600m four set* (pengsan! pengsan! nasib tak. nearly aje)
I've to lead first followed by one of this Chinese girl & continuous.
My dearest friend was around to keep me accompany till I ended.
with that, A BIG THANK-YOU TO YOU!
I think, I can't make it. & I think I need to change my CCA.
all bcos, (A) division girls, only have the six of us including me, if I'm not wrong.
There's one malay girl from nursing course,
which gave me one look after knowing that I'm their age.
like I said, "dont underestimate me"
But I'm all goooooooooood! Bcos this one malay guy came & approached me & said,
guy: "First time training?"

me: "yes & smile"
guy: "same arr, macam blur gitu.."
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA, aperrrr jek!
Mostly are guys. And Rugby guys seems irritating with their running & badan besar all.
(inside joke)

So I really still decide which one I'm ok with.
Rock climbing seems interesting but hell yea, full of MALAYs!
Netball are just fine for me, but you know..
"When girls meet girls thingy" (puke)
Even in class I'm having problems already.
To be exact, its not me who's having problems, but them!
They seems jealous with me.
or maybe with my one of a kind face expression every morning or when I'm alone.
whatever it is, I need to stay strong & keep on moving with life.
So I guess, every Tuesday I shall sit alone at Cafe2 for lunch.
Since my dearest friend, having her lunch at 12. Not like me, start early at 11.
So yea, that's all about my life.
How boring? Ok, maybe not. But seem's so sad..? I don't know.

("How you think about a problem is more important than the problem itself - so always think positively.")

2009-02-09T22:13:00.003+08:00

(bulan,yang amat terang dan bulat)

"Time might feel like it's moving slowly, but rest assured that things are happening."

I wish I can put a stop on things i've been worrying about.
I wish I could just live my life to the fullest with lots of happiness around me.
February have been most dreadful months I ever had.
Things wasn't easy for me to take all the burden myself.
No more friends around me.
To be exact, I do have friends but they seem
uninterested what's happening in me.
I can't always depend on the same person each time I'm having problems.
With that, I want to apologised to my dearest friend.
You should know yourself.
I didn't have my proper sleep last night.
I woke up early today with a big slam of painful headaches I'm having.
My body seems so weak.
But thanked god, maybe my luck was just beside me.
I passed my 2.4 with a great timing, to me laaa.
Not sure if Nadzi is happy with it.
But he should. Cos he actually made me run another extra one round!
read, ONE ROUND.
THANKS EH, TEACHER!
*roll eyes*
after I came back, he actually said to me,
"u actually finished already. (HAHAHAHAHA)"
jahat kan? mintak kenek sidekick!
I'm happy because I actually cut through,
i mean sprint through Nasthasia. HAHAHAHA.
Orang yang step sakit perot, tibe-tibe dash through. lol
& my class today sang for me, Hidayu & Deric birthday song.
Which made me a little, i mean, little happy &
bring me some smile on my frown face.
But you should know, deep down my heart,
it shattered into a small pieces which can't be paste back.
None to talk to. None who shows interest with me.
None who seems sincerely friendly with me.
Why me?
Maybe it's all KARMA.
& I don't think my birthday will be like what I've already wanted all this while.
Tomorrow I'm having my CRN test.
I have not touch the book yet. All the best to me if my attitude keeps on like this.
(sigh)

[a big lost]

2009-02-08T22:34:00.003+08:00

What's happening to me? My mind, is not working.
I tried doing my OSA project, but there's something bothering me.
I can't even think of what to write & find any of the background to put in.
My whole body is so weak. My head, terrible punya sakit!

(I pity for someone whom actually felt real disappointed
with someone whom actually made a promised to have some meet ups.
Cheer up to you. And let's just hope, things will be fine for you both, soon.)

My eyes are wide open! Besok aku class pukol 8 eyy, i hope i can wake myself up.
I missed my Brother so much. Last meet up, he brought me to Gelare. Which made me so happy.
Saper yang tak suke makan ice-cream kan? :D
Somehow, I've got the urge to message him, but to think again, takot member pikir lain.
So, i just give it a miss. (sigh)
Tomorrow I'll be having my shuttle run & my sit and reach and maybe my 2.4 run.
fcuk!
I hope, i can make it. I just hope w/o having my running this few days, I still can make it. (amin)
This few day's my body temperature seems so wrong. Maybe I'm sick? I just can't be bothered, u see.
This entry seems so random.
I missed my friends who actually gave me all those happiness and laughter's.

[WHERE ARE YOU PEOPLE???!!!! WHEN I'M REALLY IN NEED OF YOU???!!!!!]

2009-02-08T20:28:00.005+08:00

(i really can't understand,what's gonna happen next,seriously)

|ᴳᴱᴱ| Somebody tell me its gonna be okay says:
youuu.

EEN. ' i just feel something is not right' says:
?

|ᴳᴱᴱ| Somebody tell me its gonna be okay says:
err.

|ᴳᴱᴱ| Somebody tell me its gonna be okay says:
i kacau ey?

EEN. ' i just feel something is not right' says:
no y?

|ᴳᴱᴱ| Somebody tell me its gonna be okay says:
macam.

EEN. ' i just feel something is not right' says:
haix..

EEN. ' i just feel something is not right' says:
bcos i reply lmbt?

|ᴳᴱᴱ| Somebody tell me its gonna be okay says:
no.

EEN. ' i just feel something is not right' says:
?

|ᴳᴱᴱ| Somebody tell me its gonna be okay says:
mcm nak tanak like that. like a barrier between us.

EEN. ' i just feel something is not right' says:
eyy suke ati u laaa aper nk ckp..

EEN. ' i just feel something is not right' says:
selalu pikir negative.

EEN. ' i just feel something is not right' says:
i pnt ahhh

|ᴳᴱᴱ| Somebody tell me its gonna be okay says:
haix..

EEN. ' i just feel something is not right' says:
sorry ah.

EEN. ' i just feel something is not right' says:
bt pls stp tinking negative ahhh

|ᴳᴱᴱ| Somebody tell me its gonna be okay says:
ape yng negative nye.

EEN. ' i just feel something is not right' says:
"mcm nak tanak like that. like a barrier between us."

|ᴳᴱᴱ| Somebody tell me its gonna be okay says:
you reply i sepatah2.

|ᴳᴱᴱ| Somebody tell me its gonna be okay says:
obviously i feel that way.

EEN. ' i just feel something is not right' says:
haix..

|ᴳᴱᴱ| Somebody tell me its gonna be okay says:
sorry. i think its better if i go,so i wont make you feel more worst.

|ᴳᴱᴱ| Somebody tell me its gonna be okay says:
sorry again.

(end conversation, & that someone actually when offline, baik perrr)

Tak ke, contradicting? Sumpah, aku PENAT.
[Ya Allah, kuat kan semangat ku ini, Amin.]
Whatever it is, i'm trying to make myself happy & a sing along session.
Come sing with me, peopleeeeeeeeeee (!!)
:D :D :D

(click to play)

Berlenggang dia berjalan
Si gadis tersayang manja
Jelingan yang manja

Menuju dia ke kota
Di tangannya penuh bunga
Di hati penuh cinta
Berbagai macam bunga di bawa
Untuk dijual di gerai mama

Matanya lirik-lirik selalu
Rupanya manis-manis ayu 2X

Ramai orang membelinya
Bunga-bunga jualannya
Si ayu, gadis ayu

Datang seorang pemuda
Dapat melebur hatinya
Memetik oh cintanya
Kini berjalan dengan pasangan
Tak hirau lagi dengan jualan

Matanya lirik-lirik selalu
Rupanya manis-manis ayu... 2X

Berlenggang dia berjalan
Si gadis tersayang manja
Jelingan yang manja

Menuju dia ke kota
Di tangannya penuh bunga
Di hati penuh cinta
Berbagai macam bunga di bawa
Untuk dijual di gerai mama

Matanya lirik-lirik selalu
Rupanya manis-manis ayu 2X

Ramai orang membelinya
Bunga-bunga jualannya
Si ayu, gadis ayu

Datang seorang pemuda
Dapat melebur hatinya
Memetik oh cintanya
Kini berjalan dengan pasangan
Tak hirau lagi dengan jualan

Matanya lirik-lirik selalu
Rupanya manis-manis ayu... 2X

Matanya lirik-lirik selalu
Rupanya manis-manis ayu... 2X

(H A H A H A H A H A H A H A H A H A H A H A H A H)

(till my next post,readers)

2009-02-06T16:26:00.008+08:00

[Back to basic and that doesn't mean I'm happy.
just go on, sigh. sigh. sigh.
and more, sighhhhhhhhh~]

---------------------------------

Satu hari, CINTA & KAWAN berjalan dalam kampung.

Tiba-tiba CINTA terjatuh dalam telaga. Kenapa?

Kerana, CINTA itu buta.

Lalu KAWAN pun ikut terjun dalam telaga. Kenapa?

Kerana, KAWAN akan buat apa sahaja demi CINTA (!!)

Di dalam telaga, CINTA hilang. Kenapa?

Kerana, CINTA itu halus, mudah hilang kalau tak dijaga.

sukar dicari apatah lagi dalam telaga yang gelap.

Sedangkan KAWAN masih lagi tercari-cari dimana CINTA

dan terus menunggu. Kenapa?

Kerana, KAWAN itu sejati dan

akan kekal sebagai KAWAN yang setia (!) btol?

so, hargai lah KAWAN kita selagi kita terasa dia BERERTI.

Walau kita punya couple, teman still paling setia.

Walau kita punya harta banyak, teman still paling berharga.

(cinta 100 bintang; missing)

2009-02-04T23:03:00.002+08:00

I've been eating lesser and lesser each day. IDK WHY.
don't bother to asked. I feel that, all this while something is bothering me.
But I can't figure it out, what is it actually.
Too stressful maybe? one by one keep on coming in.
too much in mind, boleh pecah otak aku!
One word to say, sad.
gd luck to me for tomorrow's OSA exam.
Dengar-dengar susah ey, beb?
*bite lips*

(i don't wish to speak)

2009-01-27T20:17:00.001+08:00

'Let me hold your hand, as we go downhill,
We’ve shared our strength, and we share it still,
It hasn’t been easy to make the climb,
But the way was eased by your hand in mine.'

Thank you to whoever who has made my life a meaningful one.
Thank you, again for those listening ears &
happy moments we've been through, together.
Thank you, once again.

__________________________

Life's tough.
I'm too disappointed with the whole lot surrounding me.
It hit me real hard.
Deep down my heart, I pray for the best for the rest of my 2009.
Even if I know, things wouldn't be the same, I told myself,
Life's move on.
TY to whoever who actually play pretend with me.
I don't ask for your sympathy anymore.
I can lead my own life w/o talking with you guys.
Once again, TY for letting me down all this while.

(life's tough)

2009-01-25T18:41:00.002+08:00

Supposingly, my Saturday should be with my mother
to Arab Strt for lunch over at ZamZam.
And search high & low for a brand new beg. BUT!
I was plain lazy to doll myself up a little earlier cos apparently
I've to send some of the Mee Goreng over to Gee's crib which was
at Bedok Rsvr & its Saturday, and I'm accually took the same
routine for the bus ride, hahaha.
So planned changed as my mum wasn't in a mood to go out.
She accually told me to go out with my friends rather going out with her!
How Bertuah can that be?!
*insert sad face*
So I made some surprised for the boy under his void-deck.
& I accually asked him out to Arab Strt for dinner bcos I was craving
for my Mutton Murtabak, seriously.
He get dressed & off we took train down to Bugis.
that day was a bummer too cos we accually bumped into Alep & friends.
After dinner, we accually went to Bugis Strt
to search for my beg, but we failed.
So we accually took bus 2 & changed to 190 back home.
I want to thanked Gee for accompanied me that night. Thanks!

Plus, im pity to someone whom accually waited
for a call / sms from a friend for some interview
& apparently that friend of that someone
had already when for the interview w/o
that someone knowing.
how bad can that be?
so, the moral of the story is,
"don't ever trust anyone even yourself."

(But! That doesn't mean im all good or stress-free, ey.)

take one step at a time

2009-01-23T16:34:00.006+08:00

Today is the last day for the week.
Next week, Monday & Tuesday is a public holiday.
I'm having a bad headache on my way home
in the bus journey earlier on.
I had to play pretend with my surrounding's earlier on in school.
But overall, i had fun in lab having my OSA lesson.
What I can say is that, i did my best in all those topics & Deric as usual with
his 'mate cui-cui' at my computer.
Kire kalau aku buat salah, dier pon salah la kan...!! hahaha.
Myself, Deric, Ibrahim, Ain, Khai, Natasha whoever surround me & each other was so noisy.
Keep on asking how to do this & that.
& Ibrahim goes; "kau nie,garang sangat ar! aku tknk kau ajar laa"
WAHSEY! i feel like killing him. hahahah.
But I'm disappointed cos early morning first lesson
i've to pay my CA $1 bcos im late =_=
thanked god not only me.
Yang saper-saper tunggu aku, kenek bayar jugak! (HAHAHAHAHAH)
padan muka :D Told you people to go class first, dont want. LOL.

Life's tough. Everyone has a problem to solve. We can't accually pause this life of our's & turn back time. If only we could, everyone in this world should be happy living with their love ones.
I felt like crying almost every night when im off to sleep.
& I'm sorry to someone whom i guess almost
'gave up' with my attitude lately.
Too much things in mind. VERY STRESSFUL~
I need to have an outing or something something
with friends or family. contradicting? i know.
Might as well, i go out alone.
TOO STRESS, THAT IM ACCUALLY NOT IN A MOOD TO TALK / MEET TO WHOEVER SURROUND ME, seriously. even my family.
I feel like just stay in school and not come back. Kire asrama per?
(haix)

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL CHINESE OUT THERE.

(once i get on my track back to be normal, i shall talk to you)

2009-01-21T21:00:00.004+08:00

I can't be replying all those tags right? So i apologised for not replying, very sorry.
My days have been so tight with school, of course.
very tight till i can't wake myself up for school for my 8am lesson. thanks la kan!
Life is tough. minus all those problems i'm facing at school which im struggling here & there.
I'm just wishing. . . . . . . .

(haix)

2009-01-09T19:32:00.008+08:00

Alhamdullilah, i've already survived in my first week, im proud of myself cos each day i woke up with a brand new day with a positive attitude in me, Amin. I've already have two projects to be done, i know. i know. im all over way behind but hey! hello!! at least im not all draggy to school. you know what i mean. (HAHAHAH) I hope day by day till the very last day im in that school for my course, im happy with all the teacher's & friend's i had plus a good remarks & a good work showed, Amin. As for now, im missing all my secondary mates, a serious issue of MISSED, hahahah. okla, whatever.

overdue pictures, with the family to somewhere err i forgot w/o the lil'bro.

(mind my face, pimple breakout.)

The other day I went out with OG too. We had Nasi ayam penyet, Marina which i craved for.
(all overdue pictures, mind me.)

:D :D miss me you people! (hahaha)

2009-01-03T23:40:00.000+08:00

Goodbye 2008, Hello 2009

2008 has been a rough time for me. I hope 2009 will be a meaningful one, Insyallah.
Countdown was at Boat Quay. dinner was at Lau Pa Sat. & i bumped into my family members (mum side)
Overall, i had fun. but deep down my heart idk why i was so sad & my mind was all over flashing back to 2008, mybe that is just a normal thing? so yea.
The usual four which was Myself, OG, Hasib & Sarah. but after awhile, Faz decided to join us.
It was fun! fun! fun! when those fireworks started to go, 'BOM! BOM! BOM!'
after which, Faz decided to treat us over at Makansutra.
But before that, i received a call from my Sissy asking where i am.
after awhile when we was about to make our move, i called Sissy again to ask about her but to my surprised she was crying. I wont elaborate. So as an adik, i rushed down to Vivo to fetched her back followed by OG, ty again to you!
(just imagine,da ramai-ramai abeh nk dpt taxi, susah! da mcm amazing race!)
Reached Vivo busstop, find Sissy & off we went back to Makansutra & meet the rest.
(Itu pon aku kenek pakse kakak aku sebab member accually nk teros balik.)
So after Makansutra, i decided to make my move with Sissy back home.
Sanggop missed all the fun with the other four just bcos i care for my sis & i wouldn't want her to get hurt, how baik? Whatever it is, im done with my stories. & happy new year everyone!!

As for today, spend time with the family of course.
Went Ubi for Car's show house.
bla bla bla.
I was bored & sick at that point of time.
We had early dinner over at Bedok.
that's about it.
Nothing much to say, once again, HAPPY NEW YEAR!

(brand new year, brand new life, prepare to be busy, hah!)

2008-12-29T21:01:00.002+08:00

2008 has been a hard time for me to lead an happy life. I'm wishing for a better life in 2009. 2 more days till the brand new year. A fresh start for me & also you people. Too much plans/date with the loved ones around me. I really hope you guys forgive me for not answering/replied your massages or call. Let's just wait for the brand new start for me & my friends in our new environment. All the best for me & the rest of you, god bless. I shall on hiatus mode till the brand new year. Just wait for my return, missed me guys :)

Loads of love;
EEN

2008-12-29T00:25:00.008+08:00

My Saturday with the family members was BLAST. Thanks to the both parents of course.
We had our early dinner over at Changi Airport T2, Swensens.
On that day itself we celebrated my parents 22th Anniversary. (:
After so long wanting to see my dad's face, that day he brighten up our day making silly jokes.
There's even sweet pictures of my parents. hahaha.
After our dinner, the three of us drag them to Marina Barrage.
Jakon la kan. hahaha.
Even if i shared to you just a piece of it which you might think is just a normal family outing, NO! your wrong! bcos my parents ain't like those who's around at home almost everyday.

(walking up)

(top view)

(at the top)

(ok, bye bye on the way back home, in the car)

Two more days till Countdown(!!) & a brand new year.
I wish for a good start & a happy/healthy lifestyle. AMIN

2008-12-26T00:02:00.000+08:00

Christmas was a stay home day for me. Since my mum cooked delicious food's.
Bcos she cooked for Gee that day! hmph.
Rendang his favourite & member tekak feeling nak makan Telor burung masak sambal.
so my mum cooked for him also. bleargh~
Plus his roti kirai. so he came early tat day, pagi pagi da ader kat rumah aku.
sarapan, roti prata then tengah hari Kirai same same. hahaha.

my mum; "fau kirai cantik. engkau kirai terok nah.."
i; "arr iyelaaa, dier jee cantik. =.="
he; *smile* and *smile*

After all done, we fill our stomach up with those delicious food's. ty mother :)
By night, he, myself & lil'bro played fire crackers.
So yea, nothing much & my dad has been a workaholic this few days.
That time member escort barang-barang Christmas around estate area, sanggop call rumah suroh myself & lil'bro turon tengok. hahahaha. semangat!!
So for now, let the picture do the talking la iyer (:

(sorry gmbr gelap, my dad escorting)

Ok, tomorrow i mean, today, my parents anniversary yang ke 22 TAHUN. wonderful! (:
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY; IBU-AYAH. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU BOTH!!

2008-12-22T21:55:00.001+08:00

Its gonna be a long post, trust me. & i enjoyed both my weekends.
Saturday;
First & foremost, i would like apologised for letting the bday girl waiting.
all bcos of the traffic jam plus human traffic on that night over at TOWN.
SORRY AGAIN :)
Met up over at Somerset control station.
When we arrived, Irah straight away said; "aku nk pergi toilet,tk tahan!"
hahahahah, how cute? & she straight away walk off like as if nk kejar last train.
Then, when she's done, she said; "kate sorang?tipu eyy.."
There were Hakim, myself & Hasnib (did i get the correct name? lol)
the four of us walked to this one romantic nice place to surprised the bday girl.
The four of us had 5 course that night so let the picture do the talking later on.
Anyhoos, i hope u enjoyed ur day with us.
Even if it wasnt a good one to you, i really really hope you like it.
Those nice foods, place, laughter's, took lots of picture's & funny game's.
You're a year older now, may the upcoming new year goes well for u & your loved ones.

(the two fellow's when for their smoke break)

(so the two of us did this, self-timer, oi! hehe)

(The two chef)

(presenting the chef of the day, Koh Sufian)

(There's more to come. & mind my outfit that night thanks to my mum & Hakim =.=)

Sunday;
I spend my Sunday over at Kallang Stadium which was v.disappointing(!!)
But i wasn't surprised if Vietnam won for yesterday's game.
But im so sad even the rest of the Singapore supporter's feel the same way too.
We're all shouting, cheering, doing the Kallang Roar but ended up, disappointment.
Anyhoos, Singapore did their best, seriously. & with that, *thumbs up* for them.
Myself & Gee sat with one of this 'kecoh' group plus one family, 'kaki gerek'.
& i recall back the one 'kecoh' grp was accually last year mat mat motor yg tak tahu malu suroh myself & my friend took their picture, hahahahahahaha!!
EENA, you shld know who siaaa. lol :)

(hello, orang sakit)

And Singaporean's only knows, "pet pet, pet pet pet, pet pet pet pet, BUTO!" hahahah.

2008-12-20T02:01:00.000+08:00

Today is a special day, for a special girl, who has been a special friend to me, in the most special of ways.
For that, I am going to make a special announcement for this special babygirl of mine.

(sorry,gambar lama geng)

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, bbyG (!!)
all the best in life/love life & happy happy always!
you know, I LOVE YOU.
<33333333333333

2008-12-19T20:06:00.000+08:00

What's happening to me, seriously. I dont even bother to deal your number.
I dont bother to talk to anyone but talking to Siska (maid) like talking to a friend, mcm da knl lame.
So, today wasnt my dad again bcos its wasnt raining at first but when im out, it started drizzling.
then, the bus driver didnt open the damn door when ive to accually board from the bus, ini lagi satu idiot! till ive to go to the front door & give him my angry look. ikotkan hati nk kasi *middlefinger* je.
Lagi satu, time balik, i was so confident that i told the bus driver $1.20 for two & i just put $2.20 in. But accually, $2.40. I was so blur till the bus driver keep on repeating n pointing to what ive put in.
Kadangkan aku patot disalahkan & ikot kan hati nk aje aku tendang campak diri aku ni!! LOL.
Im waiting for my mum. dari pagi till now belom mkn ok! oh myyy =.=
plus the good part to hear from Siska (maid) was;
she; "apa nama kamu?"
me; "Nur Azureen (& smile)"
she; "arr iyalah princess..udah cantik manis, cahaya lagi"
awwwwwww!!! can i have her for my maid? lol. & this one lucky maid is going to Denmark to work with one of the Maksalleh down there. cool or wht?!

2008-12-19T13:53:00.003+08:00

Yesterday wasnt my day, i guess bcos i cant just easily flat on my bed.
Thanks to my bad GASTRIC.
& hell yea, looks like im having GASTRIC again cos my kitchen is all clean =.=
& im going to my aunt's workplace to take a maid home. how boring?
fcuk fcuk fcuk
& everytime aku nk pergi B.Timah, mesti hujan, wahcb.
im just all so stress up. music that i turn blast pon tk jalan sia, babi!
whats happening to me?!!!!!!
semue tk kenek. itu tk kenek. ini tk kenek.
asyik nk marah jeeeeeeee.
my P.M.S ended long ago, aper lagi sey? haix.
SORRY TO ALL, ar.
im all home alone, mendak perrrrrrrrrrr!!!

(breakbreakbreakbreak)

2008-12-18T22:54:00.002+08:00

Both my beloved parents nearly accident in the car just now.
Thanks to the bloody Mercedes car, idiot.
Rules are just rules. Follow the rules & speed limit.
Thanked god both are fine but my mum is still phobia on what had happened earlier on.
'just dont try with me dad, trust me'

2008-12-18T21:37:00.002+08:00

"Please, stop and listen, Maybe we'll try again someday,
Listen to what you wanna hear, Cause it's all I want to say."

Im all so moody this few days till i've neglected some of them.
I throw all those vulgar words to those whom im close with and with that, im sorry.
Ive gotten a bad gastric today after so long, thanks.
& im all waiting for my dinner since i didnt followed my dad.
see how random & things changed just a blink? fcuk.
my lil'bro knocked on my door and say; "bye kak een & (wave happily)"
Im all alone now. how sad can i be, this few days?
My mind goes, 'what if....what if....'
"all i want for Christmas is you"

'Everytime a guy breaks my heart it's like getting pushed down to the ground. Only this time, I can't pick myself up.'

(let's just pause)

2008-12-18T16:31:00.001+08:00

(mcm phm)

My dad, accually knocked at my door to wake me up, today =.=
nasib tk restless. bcos im all awake before he knocked. lol.
the four of us had Nasi Ayam for lunch.
since its been awhile, so i just ate it.
Anyhoos, ive apply for my school, nxt yr! yippeee :D
(and mcm phm to that someone ar bcos that someone accually wanted to stay bside me bla bla bla, ar world.)
& the worst part was, msged that someone & nvr respond. very sad lor.
heartbreak giler tapi, da biase kan.. soabigwhateverlor.
& my sis did those cleaning today, how weird cn that be? hmmm...
tonight will be dinner-day-with-the-family.
& my adik will be away 3days for Malacca trip. cnfirm sunyi sepi lor the house =.=

(2 more days till the big day!)

2008-12-16T23:59:00.001+08:00

Someone's gonna save me soon. sanggop patah balik amek aku.
I shall update again when i reached home. (:
ty ty ty to youuuuuu!!

(re-edit)

Someone fetched me under v.deck & off we go to Punggol.
meet someone's grandmama. Thanks cik for the delicious 'badak berendam'
& thanks to you(!!) for making my day a good one. TY TY.
:D :D

(& let's just wait for 3 more days. till the big day!!)

2008-12-14T18:11:00.002+08:00

My Saturday morning spend cleaning the house as early as 7am. (: rajin kan? anak saper la niee. haha!
then at 12 i start to doll myself up to meet the boy at Bugis. sorry i was late again, as usual, standardddd.
ty to you for the (insert your own word) :D :D
lunch was at our usual shop for Nasi Lemak, yummylicious. tk tipuuuuuuu!
head down to Haji lane and Bussorah Strt walk around & i wanted to pay Bibik a visit but she wasnt around.
took lots of pictures. 'hari layan melayan, ey you?' lol.
we walked down to Suntec since the boy wnts to go Nike for window shop, so yea. 'da eye eye, ey you?' haha!
so the rest of our day spend over at Suntec. & its our virgin time to try the new Mcflurry ice cream. sumpah, sedap!
plus F.C.U.K to this family cos her daughter pee somewhere at the walls, like OMG its SINGAPORE excuse me!! not INDIA god sake. =.= (no harm, cos it happened infront of me & the boy so no hate tag to you indian's out there, haha)
then by night theres alot of tourist coming in, so we make our move to clarke quay instead. dinner. & chill like there's no tomorrow. haha. i guess thats how my saturday spend. so yea, tomorrow's monday. a new week, hell yea!! :D happy working to those. muah muah.

yes,someone is so vain to wear my necklace. hahaha. cute kan kau! lol.

lampu lap lip, hahahahaha.

Ini part mmg da boring. satu main lampu. lagi satu main try try. amcm? ok per. haha

he say; Talk to my hand. she say; Whatever!!

1st post;'muke aku da mmg stunt,abeh?' 2nd post;'ok la,aku senyum'

2008-12-12T17:22:00.000+08:00

I didnt intend to wake up late today. Im sorry dad. Cos you did the chores for me.
I lay on my bed till my dad off to work. I asked my lil'bro to msg my sissy saying my dad has gone for work.
Sissy isnt back home yet from yesterday. Im worried for her. Cos last night i heard some conversation she had over the phone with her bf. That night is their worst fight i can say.
I just wish shes fine out there. & be home fast.
"sometimes i wonder why am i being so good towards others who doesnt even care about my feelings?"

2008-12-11T19:51:00.000+08:00

"Tengok luar tingkap, nampak kambing terbang tak?!"
kimekkk, tak pernah aku dengar lagu gini mcm, alah ini nk rancak kan lagi blog aje. tk suke? close this site please.

A quick update.

Last Tuesday, OhhGee came over to finished up my lil'bro room.
that Tuesday itself a sleep over held at my crib for him.
the next day, Wednesday, went out together send my mum work stuff over at B.Gombak.
that day itself we ctch Beverly Hills Chi-Hua-Hua.
thanks to ice kacang & coke i had my worst cramp ever(!!!!) sumpah.
& today marks my first day PMS mode. =.= thanks ar.

more updates, soon. & overdue pictures to be uploaded. sigh~
Congrats for getting yourself a job! all the best. (imma lady luck ey?lol)

thanks for the treat anyhoos. (: (:

2008-12-07T01:09:00.004+08:00

That day wasn't my day, seriously. I even ruin the boy special moments. Deep down my heart, Im sorry. Maybe im all dramatic. Im all tensed up till i've to make an issues on your birthday.
IM SORRY, really.

Incident on that day hit me real hard. Even if you might think im all fine now, maybe in a slightest way. I felt so sad till today cos to think again, i ruin everything(!) Its seems so hard for me to forget what had happened. I cried whenever im off to sleep. I tend to make myself busy but the chance for me to forget the incident is only 99% of it. I put on those fake smile, to make my life goes on. Im all traumatic after what I saw on that day. I don't put any grudges. Cos i know, willingly you sacrificed anything just to make me happy. Thanks. My mind goes turning. It's just so hard for me this few days, really. I hope you understand my current situation. Call me Emo in this post cos the feeling is just so sucky & a need to post about what had just happened. I cried in the bus alone. Its so sad that i couldn't control myself. Thanks to my Beb she's there for me. I cried repeatedly before she could make her way to meet me up. Even if things were caught up in the first place, i tried very hard to make things well to came all the way to the other end of SG just to brighten up your day with a cake. I hope & really hope you like the card that i made specially for you with all my effort. Insyallah, i make it up for what had happened. Once again, IM SORRY.

Even now, posting this one short post, im crying. buto la.

2008-12-05T13:03:00.005+08:00

First of all, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to WAWAKISS. U turn a year older every 4 december. I wish you all the best in your future. Semoga pnjg umor. <3

Not forgetting Irah's boyfriend, YAN. You turn 21 on the 4 december too. all the best in your future & of course all the best with your love, which is my beloved Beb, MAHIRAH. Semoga pnjg umor.

Today, 5 december 2008. I wanna wish to someone special HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
you turn a year older today. Your old now, act like one. all the best in your future. Semoga panjang umor. meet you up soon. (:

Dearest Sissy;
I had enough with your attitude. Today, I let out those 'dark secrets' of urs to mum. Im sorry. I know, deep down my heart, I still love you. My patience towards you is over. I had enough, seriously. Its your luck that i throw some of it. Ikot kan hati aku, aku nak aje bilang SEMUE!! Try me, kak, try. Now, its all between you & the parents.
Im tired. I cried alot today. Today is my worst nightmare, i swear. Whatever it is, I need to continue my journey, meeting up with the boy later on. How i wish things wasnt this way. I WISH~

"The whole problem with the world is that fools and fanatics are always so certain of themselves, and wiser people so full of doubts"

2008-12-02T00:03:00.000+08:00

I wanna wish my two lovelie(s) HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Happy Birthday Kak Ina. You turn a year older every 2nd December. I wish you all the best(!) very best in your future or love life. Semoga panjang umor, amin (:
(sorry no picture of urs)

Not forgetting, Happy Birthday Nur Sakina a.k.a EENA (!!!)
You turn 17th today yo do act like one. All the best sayang. loads of loveeeeeeeeeeeeee.
(sorry i took one of ur hot pic, he he)

(Shout EENA & wish her happy bday every 2/12 when u see her, ha ha)

2008-12-01T18:48:00.000+08:00

Long post. about my trip to Ubin. have fun browsing through. (:
& sorry for the late updates.

(WET)

(Family)

(semangat nampak?)

(Time for lunch. Mee Rebus = delicious!)

2008-11-30T22:57:00.004+08:00

Sorry for Missing In Action. Been busy, seriously. tak bedek lor.
& Im gonna update most out dated stories & pictures. tak suke? click 'x' ok? ha ha
Last Tuesday, 25 November, meet up with Gee & had our late lunch/dinner over at Harbour Front & bus down to town & someone decided to treat for a pool. & im so surprised out of 8 games i won 7. ha ha if not, straight jack aku menang semue game ey! (kasi chance arr sikit)

On Wednesday, 26 November, Gee came over again & we had some mini chilled session. was busy watching Congkak & Zombie kampong pisang. lol & i get mini surprised too, Chocolate brownie with his own toppings M&M. pandai pulak tu nak menambah? lol

On Thursday, 27 November, meet up with Gee again(!) at Airport t3. to send his friend gf to Australia cool or wht?! ha ha alah, school trip. =.=
& that night itself we ton together since its not friday or saturday night for him to get himself Night Rider back home. We ate maggi cup together, mcm cute siak.
joke of the day ey you? "Wah-pi-yang ey, rabak tau" hahahahahahahahaha
By Friday morning, we had our breakfast & morning walk together. (:

As for my Saturday, 29 November,I spend the day wonderfullyyy with my beloved mum & lil'brother.
we laughed/joke/talked/drink/eat alot that day. & my mum spend almost 500 on her shopping/our dinner/our chilled session/our cab rides. suke ey habiskan duit? =.=
& that night itself, myself & beb terdesak untuk jumpe each other & let everything out. so yea, i did made my way down her void-deck & i reached back almost 2am. i had fun. & i hope those little advices can ease ur mind for now. i wish u all the best, lady! you know, i love you <3
As for my Sunday which is today, i woke up early at 6am. pagi buta da buat phone call, jahanam ey? lol. I called Gee since his not yet asleep. almaklum tido rumah orang. the feeling abit weird la kan =.=
So accompanied till 7am & we bid-gdbye since i need to get dress for my Pulau Ubin trip (: I had fun but the fact that, i cant stand with my cousins & aunties behaviours. Sumpah, irritating. thanks ey.
From 10am till 4pm we cycled around Ubin. tell me if we're crazy? lol. cos i think we are & i cant stand when it rains heavily. zomg~ mintak ampun dier punyer basah kuyup!
Ive yet to transfer saturday & sunday pictures. stay tune for more. *_*

"if only i could smash her head with this snapple juice drink bottle glass infront of me, i would cos i cant stand her attitude & her bf no more, perangai besar punya sial(!!)"

2008-11-28T23:43:00.001+08:00

'I feel like killing slapping kicking punching someone'
Im sorry. I'll be back soon.

2008-11-25T14:39:00.000+08:00

RULE #1: People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2: Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
YES.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
NO. & I wont fall in love with the same gender as mine.

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
Very very very long.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Donate it to those who need it more then me.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
If ive got the chance, i will.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both works.

7. List out 5 favourite things that you like and 3 things of yourself.
Jogging. Surf the net. Singing. Shopping. Going out alone.
I love to keep secrets to myself. Wake up late is oh-so-me. I love talking to my mum.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
When someone pampered me with lots of nice foods.

10. What makes you sad?
When the world is turning round and round.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Studying in other country. ha ha

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
Family.

13. What is bothering you in life now?
Jobless.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Single & rich.

15. What are the things you wanna do?
I Dont Know.

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick?
I guess my heart knows the ans.

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Forgive but never Forget.

18. How do you say goodbye to someone you don't want to let go ?
There's NO GD-BYE to me.

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends,which will you choose?
Friends.

20. Will you fall in love soon?
I am already in love, mybe? hahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahaha!!

2008-11-25T12:45:00.005+08:00

Saturday 22 November 2008
I visited my grandmother over at J.B the other two family & my Mak Long was there too.
Makan goreng pisang sampai kenyang macam pirana then i slept. ha ha. even my cousins.
Woke up, bid-gdbye. & they head to City Square. when my family head to Angsana instead.
Walked around. Nothing much, i swear. & im so sad cos early morning we're stuck in the jam at Woodlands for an hour. Going home, caught in the jam almost 2hr. thanks ey -_-
Received a called from my sis in Singapore saying Ibrahim's father passed away. ):

Sunday 23 November 2008
I did attend the funeral and followed to the cemetery too.
There was Irah,Dayah,Shida,Yan,Hakim,Helmi. Even Encik was there too.
Thanks to my dad we had the chance to followed to the cemetery.
So the four of us squeezed in. Myself,Irah,Yan,Hakim.
I can feel Ibrahim even thou he didnt cried infront of us. But whatever it is, cheer up & stay strong. There's us & even my family to turn to.

Monday 24 November 2008
Both my parents wasnt working. My dad tried to finished up painting his bedroom.
At around 3pm the four of us w/o my sis went to Changi Airport t3.
We chilled over at Coffee Bean. Talked. Laughed. Picture taking.
Then we walked around talking nonsense & bought alot of chocolates that day.
Its time for dinner so we dine in Secret Recipe.
After which, Candy Empire. I grab alot of sweets & chocolates. he he. *happy girl*
& at last ive got my Kinder Surprised :)
My dad wanted to buy me a watch from SWATCH. ha ha.
So i asked him to buy for my little brother instead. See how baik kakak can be? lol.
After which, we make our move to BASEMENT 1 to the carpark.
& that night is such a bummer cos i bumped into someone. WHATEVER ey -_-
we took the same lift, mind you. hmph~
Then we head to town to see those beautiful lights.
Plain monday but i had fun cos its a monday & i get to spend the day with both my parents. *yayness*

My dad & little brother went out for fishing. hmph~ leaving me behind alone. padahal da ajak, lol.
Gd Luck ey for ur interview today. (:

2008-11-20T02:55:00.006+08:00

"Sometimes, helping others can be a thankless job. No good deed goes unpunished."

Why none tag to me? sodeh lorlorlorlor. but never mind.
Yesterday, I had a quick meet up with GEE over at Tampines. *jumps around*
I craved for Rojak mamak s-11 yang sedaaaaaaaaaaap!! so he treat me. *smile widely*
after which, we had a short meet up with 'burn' I dont know why must he name himself that kind of names. LOL
His tall. his cute when he smile. but im shocked with his body size & age. mcm tk kenek gaye siaaaa.
Biasa arr, 'abg abg body' la katekan... *uhuh*
He tried talking to me, but i seem shy. malu cat cat. meowwww!
after which he bid-gdbye & we went off. kononnyer nk balik naik 67. skali bus rosak.
so we went to tampines mall bcos i need the 'ladies'. Plus, we didnt know that there's Pasar Malam at the open field. so we walked. looking at those games being displayed.
hw i wish, im a kid. jadi boleh jugak aku main game game yg cute cute tuuu. he he.
Then, the boy feeling tekak gatal nk beli makan lagi -_- wahhh piyang! i tell you, i can go fat bcos of him. thanks ey. hahahaha
So he bought for me, Goreng Pisang. yummylicious! & he had his Cheesy Fries & apam Balik.
& the funny part was, he asked me to help him buy his 'apam balik' so he when...

GEE: "u,belikan i, apam balik..."
ME: "ar? TERBALIK?!"
BOTH: laughing. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaah.

To you, thanks again. for the rojak. my guava fruit. my sponge. my goreng pisang. & wild child :D :D
(ive yet to finish the story eyy)

2008-11-18T23:24:00.004+08:00

Update sikit pasal nari, kire ok jugak aper kan..? hahahahahhaha.
as usual buat kejer rumah. Msn. Eat. Laughed.
& Since ive received all the pictures from my Beb. nk share sikit arr, konon-nyer. LOL

To top it all up, I msn with my brother earlier on. yayness!! msn skjap pon jadi la.
dier tgh sakit. kesian. kesian. GET WELL SOON, brother <3

(click to enlarge)

And I can't stand msn-ing with this Boy, Adam! (primary mate)

EEN. msn sux. {BUSY} says:
tapi kannnn aku ttp cute daripade kau!
EEN. msn sux. {BUSY} says:
hahahahahahaha
[aDAM sMiLe] says:
'tapi kannnn aku ttp cute daripade kau!'(ehk2 dini puji diri sendiri ke?)
[aDAM sMiLe] says:
HAHAHAHHAHA!!
EEN. msn sux. {BUSY} says:
kau tk baik arrrr!
EEN. msn sux. {BUSY} says:
sokong laaaa sikit.
[aDAM sMiLe] says:
yelah2 cute....
[aDAM sMiLe] says:
tapi bawa sikit dari aku lah....
[aDAM sMiLe] says:
aku CUTEST...
EEN. msn sux. {BUSY} says:
cb!
EEN. msn sux. {BUSY} says:
hahahahhaah
EEN. msn sux. {BUSY} says:
nk cutest jeeeee
[aDAM sMiLe] says:
biase lah dam dam didi dam siol....

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[aDAM sMiLe] says:
oi bile nk date dgn aku?
EEN. msn sux. {BUSY} says:
bile aku free n bile aku rase aku nk date kau!
EEN. msn sux. {BUSY} says:
HHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
[aDAM sMiLe] says:
bastard!
[aDAM sMiLe] says:
hahahaha

How can I not call him perangai like anjing? hahahahahaha. fcuker arr this boy! LOL.
But sometimes i perangai kucing jugak. hahaha. (sorry dam! no joke no fun)

2008-11-17T23:54:00.000+08:00

Monday blues gile oink oink. why?! bcos sissy & her bf out of sudden pop infront of the door house. tk pergi kejer arr tuuu. perangai kan?! *shakes head*
Its raining out there. Gee went out & now caught in the rain. HA-HA.
My Saturday spend wonderfully with my beloved Beb, of course. its been awhile.
& sumpah, aku enjoyed gile oink oink~ laughed, talked, eat, gossip, changing advices.
HEAVENNNNNNNN!!!
Joke of the day: "Millenia walk boleh jadi Millenia Park, ey beb?!" hahahahaha
S.G.Beng lagi?! hahahahahahahaha. abeh perangai anjing, 'nk pegang?!' hahahahahahahah
da tu tkpe, dier punye siak! dpt kaki aku. bru nk feeling tendang pantat skali member dpt tangkap. alah, u know what beb, aku kasi chance sebenarnye.(cover malu) lol.
I had fun, seriously. I want more. even you wants more, kan beb? *insert wide smile*
Gossip girl on the run ey? arr bnyk laaaaa kau punye gossip girl! aku da jadi mean girls da. hahahahahahahahahaha.
Pictures pictures. pictures.

And ive yet to received those pictures from this Beb. aku nk gmbr la woy!

(edited)

Someone surprised me under the void-deck. guess who? if not this GEE la kan..? haha
So the both of us went to the nearest coffee shop to buy our breakfast/lunch & chill around at my crib. TY ey.
talked,laughed,surf the net. At night, ive to meet up with my mum at Lot1.
So, Gee followed. & we bought some kitchen stuffs. kesian budak tuu, knk tolong angkat. hahahah
Then, Bought some Royal cakes. thanks to my mum. & we proceed to Food Culture to have our dinner.
Yay! we laughed alot. the three of us, of course. Harap awak tk amek hati dgn gurau senda mak saye iyerr..? ha ha ha
Back home, he made himself busy watching tv. while I & my mum busy at the kitchen.
After my mum finished cooking, biasa arr opening ceremony nyer, GEE. lol
yes. He ate again. *two thumbs up* after which, bid gdbye.
And here I am, blogging. Msn-ing with him & Adam too. as usual, Adam perangai anjing! hahahahahahahahaha.

2008-11-13T21:09:00.006+08:00

I had fun yesterday. Even if, the very first part wasn't a satisfied one. but!
dinner & some shopping was heaven. Thanks to the boy. TY ey. *smile widely*
early morning to Punggol & met up with his grandmama. Eat,talked,laughed.
wont elaborate much. picture's means thousand explanation. (ey aper aku merepek?)
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA

("Ar,nanti saper pulak?" go figure)

2008-11-11T23:36:00.003+08:00

pedih-pedih tapi tetap maintain.

ohhGEE™Theory Of The Dead says:
he's tall.

ohhGEE™Theory Of The Dead says:
and his kulit not putih like you.

ohhGEE™Theory Of The Dead says:
he like abit tan tan.

ohhGEE™Theory Of The Dead says:
and kening tebal.

ohhGEE™Theory Of The Dead says:
he wears straight cut pants.

ohhGEE™Theory Of The Dead says:
he dont mix with that matreps.

ohhGEE™Theory Of The Dead says:
and he walk off with a girl.

My Instinct tells me that today, I will received a bad/gd news from this boy.
I cried. after knowing about it, sorry.
Once my mum reached home, i shared to her what that boy said to me earlier on.
MUM: "arr suke...?best...?"
I: "aper yg suke? aper yg best? bile adik dpt tahu pasal dier?"
MUM: "bukan! sih fau suke arr bilang2 kauu? kan sakit kan hati namenyer tu.."

If ur reading this, on behalf of my mum, i would like to apologised.
Mybe, she wouldn't want her daughter to get involved in such way again. & she really thinks that, that 'someone' is really damn selfish. Of not being able to see how much a person can be. Who gave her heart & soul to that 'someone'.
My mum really loved me. Cos the way she console me earlier on & the way she sing to the tune of the song above in this post with me, makes me loves her more & more each day! SWEAR.

& to that someone to hell ey. hmph~

2008-11-11T21:14:00.002+08:00

Rules & Regulations:

1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!

& so 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about Een (:

1. Ive gt the habits of cleaning up. Anything. As long things around me in a proper neat way.

2. Ive got to admit that ive gt this habits of craving for randoms foods. (mcm tibe-tibe gitu)

3. Ive gt the habits of taking my own pictures with my digi cam & after which, delete it off. ha ha

4. Little known facts about me, I accually cant have pills for medication. -_- (da besar pon tk tahu mcm mane nk telan pill, lol)

5. Im weird cos im scared of cute little cats BUT i want to own it someday.

6. I used to have this habits talking to my hamster. I dont knw why. ha ha

7. Little known facts about me, im scared of lizards & other insects. (paling benci binatang yang terbang-terbang, mntk knk tempeleng!)

8. Little known facts about me, I dont eat eggs when ive found out eggs aint healthy for me! (u knw i knw, people dont knw. ha ha)

9. Ive gt the habits of disturbing my mum almost everyday. talking nonsense. (thanked god my ibu boleh layan kan. he he)

10. Little known facts about me, Im a crybaby. I tend to cry almost on a slightest things. even if whoever who tend to naik kan suara, im all phobia. ha ha

Who should i tag to this?

Irah;beb
Gee
EENA
Lisa
Eff
Mazleena
Lyra
Nad
Feeqa
Atyra

jeng jeng jeng~

2008-11-11T08:15:00.004+08:00

I missed morning exams. All because I was standing at my kitchen window & my ears caught at my secondary school hall. yes! its not that near but you can accually hear it.

i missed school laaaaaaaa! & im awake early morning just because im shocked looking at the time. I was supposed to wake that boy up at 6am but apparently, i overshot. lol.
A BIG SORRY ey.
but hey, his good today. all because, his awake & done with his bathing when i called.
good thing. *thumbs up*
Its 8:07am now, all the best to you O'level students. Since today is the last paper you guys will be sitting for, ALL THE BEST!
& in a months time, its gonna be a new YEAR with a new RESOLUTION ey.
I sense FREEDOM already. *insert wide smile*

To top it all up, yesterday wasn't my day, maybe? Because im all xcited for Talib's beef rice but its so sad when myself & gee reached upon the shop, & its closed. -_-
so we ended up Borders BK for our late dinner. its all last minute planned,seriously.
but i had fun even if we get to meet in a short while. HA HA HA. Thank you ey you.
And im all xcited for tomorrow's plan. *jumps around* i hope everything goes smoothly cos someone promised me to bring me joy & happiness on that day, lol.

(edited)

I received a msged at 9.05am from the boy saying: 'yay. da abis.'
my tears starts to roll down. im not all dramatic. but im damn happy for him,seriously.
I guess, i did my job AMAZINGLY. YES!!!
from the start i get to know him, his prelims, sahor, till today his O'lvl, I WAKE HIM UP EVERY MORNING! despite how tired/sleepy i am. i did it!! I DID IT, PEOPLE!!
even though things got caught up, i did called him just to wake him up.
I remembered every sahor, Ive to wake him up, Niat to him EVERY MORNING at the phone.
Wake him up for his school & prelims.
& the toughest was when his taking his O's but hey, its all come to an end.
say GDBYE to my morning wake up calls. HAHAHAHAHA.
IM DAMN HAPPY FOR YOU! all the best for ur results :D:D:D i trust you, you dont crush me ey? *jumps around*

2008-11-09T19:12:00.001+08:00

I had fun with my family member's (dad's side) celebrating the both birthday boys.
We sing. we laugh. we shout. we joke. we eat. we even watched soccer together.
ARSENAL vs MAN U. 2-1 myself, sis & uncle Amy was damn dissapointed.
but overall, we had fun, TY. pictures. pictures. pictures.

(look at the bday boy, "oiiiiiiiii")

(terlalu hampe! with the score. hmph)

(yes! I had those grapes all by myself. ha-ha-ha!)

(& if u look closely at the carpark, my family members accually mcm-org-lari-rumah, HAHAHAHA)

___________

Hw I wish, to stopped. whatever im doing right now. those same routine at home.
Im tired, really. God knows how tired & pain im going through all over not just my body parts but (go figure) If only i can say NO to those 'same routine' i would say it. but to hell with that im broke. How i wish, im leaving with a happy life. all by myself. IM TIRED. I almost gave up, seriously. (cry)

2008-11-06T02:06:00.002+08:00

My beb, called early morning 1plusAM. Informing about the cute little hamster.
member takot sebab binatang tu tercegat dudok diam lepu. ha ha ha ha. chill beb!
tak cukop air sebab tuu.
oh btw, GOOD LUCK EH Mister for your job hunting with your 'gay' partner tomorrow.
*insert wide smile*
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA

2008-11-05T16:46:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the inconvenience of the blogskin.

On the 1st November, meet up with Gee for lunch over at Beach Road.
After which, Bras Basah Mac for study session for him.
I bought a cute little story book to accompanied me through out. its so cute! haha
Then, meet up with Hasib & Sarah. Initial plan was to go, Esplanade library but end up a chill session over at Coffee Bean. how cool? & I had my cute strawberry cheescake ice cream. YAYNESS!
To top it all up, while on our way to have dinner, I saw EENA & RYAN plus Chester?
waiting for the bdae girl to arrived. ha ha.
well, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NUR KHALISA HASSAN. all the best in life. (: 17, eh?
(sorry for the picture)

& i got my nails, in blue! MEOW~

both of us: walking in to the coffee bean.
both of us: deciding what we want.
Gee: walking towards the counter.
Gee: "duit?"
me: "ar? u nak duit?" *holding my wallet*
geddit?
(inside joke habissssssss; ha ha ha)

& yesterday, hell of fun with Irah;beb. THANKS!
kecoh lari lintang pukang takot hamster. LOL
in the end, we settled down, kasi hamster tido. & we had our talks together.
even Kak Ina. im loving it. moreeeeeeee pls. *jumps around*
and that night itself I received a msged from her saying,

"beb thanks a million for just now. lol. now aku da tk gross! take care oi. sayangggg kau many2 lol"

see? how can i not love her when she's being oh-so-cute-geli-geli? HA HA HA
sayangggggggggggg kau jugak!!! *insert wide smile*

2008-10-31T17:18:00.003+08:00

I woke up early today. Thanks to my crappy bad dream, thanks!
Chinese ghost running after me. what the hell.. a girl wearing red dress.
Revenge or what?! ohhh please.
Im not sure what acually happened. But all i know, I was back home late that particular night wearing my red top.
And when I want to lock my gate, obviously i've to face the front.
So my eye acually caught at the staircase. And here come the girl walking towards me!
Freaking scary! but her look's wasnt that bad after all. but hunting me down, siol.
And with that, im acually awake by those silly dreams of mine -_-

As usual, i cleaned the house all alone. Superwomen! by 3pm all done.
I washed both toilets. I lipat all those kains. I wipe my mum's crystal.
I sweep & mop the whole house including those three rooms.
*jumps around*
And now, here I am. Its preety boring acually. & im hungry.
I feeling feeling morning breakfast at Mac'donald. yummylicious hotcakes are calling.
And have some chill session over at Coffee Bean or Ben & Jerry's. its been awhile since i had my ice cream treat, anyone?
ohhh well, the beach are calling me too acually. Weekends are coming in.
just my luck. sigh~

2008-10-30T23:11:00.002+08:00

I tried to make myself busy, everyday. Thanks. *two tap on my back*
I tried to make plans with my mum, today. And with that, she agreed.
Just a nearby meet up after work. So, Lot1 is the place.
I acually rushed down with my little brother but when we reached, my mum wasnt around.
Thanked goodness.
My little brother being, oh-so-mintak-kenek-sempak, he acually asked from my mum Ocean Pacific stuffs.
perangai anjing! So, being the 'kakak' have to acually say YES to everything he picked out.
As usual, my mum paid everything with her visa card. I, step being blur, looked at the total price.
again, perangai anjing! melebih, mintak mintak. ggrrrr.
So, my mum acually know that this women, her daughter is Jealous. ha ha ha ha
So, she acually asked me to picked out any item i want. BUT not Ocean Pacific la, obviously.
I smiled. I really smiled. Kalau boleh, nak lompat lompat macam budak lima tahun. lol
After which, we had our dinner at Food Culture. My mum had Cheng Teng (what so ever) & the both of us acually had the same dish, Chicken Chop with Fries. yummylicious!
talked. laughed. gossip here & there. And we decided to make a move.
So yes, I did njoyed myself today, basically thanked you, IBU :D sayang ibuuuuuuu!!

2008-10-30T18:09:00.000+08:00

I looked out of the window.
Took out my bubbles. And blowed it tremendous time.
I stopped, I sat, and tears roll down my eyes out of sudden.
after awhile, I cool myself down. I had some chat's over at msn with Beb.
lets hope, everything will be fine for me.

"u r too weak babe. i noe its hard to understand urself but u have to understand the person who is doing everything for u at the same time"

yes, my beb was there for me. how i wish everything is a happy mode for me. but its near to impossible.
thanks beb. thanked-you!

Natasha Bedingfield- A.N.G.E.L

A.n.g.e.l
A.n.g.e.l

Just like a shadow
I’ll be beside you
I’ll be your comfort
And let it guide you home
I will provide you a place of shelter
I want a be your zone
I’ll act as if you do
Tell me what you wanted me to do
I’ll make you great to be a man
With a woman who can stand
Who will never promise to leave her man
Making vows to please her man

If I could be your angel
Your angel, Your angel
Protect you from the pain
I’ll keep you safe from danger (from danger)
You’ll never hurt again

I’ll be your a.n.g.e.l
I’m gonna be your a.n.g.e.l
I’ll be your angel

Just like the moon
I’ll step beside
And let your sun shine
While I follow behind
Cause baby what ya got
It is with all the props
With everything I’m not
I’ll act as if you do
Tell me what you wanted me to do
I’ll make you great to be a man
With a woman who can stand
Who will never promise to leave her man
Making vows to please her man

If I could be your angel
Your angel, Your angel
Protect you from the pain
I’ll keep you safe from danger
You’ll never hurt again
I’ll be your a.n.g.e.l
I’m gonna be your a.n.g.e.l
I’ll be your angel

Tell me why there’s so many good men
Men in the world misunderstood
He’s a dog, he’s no good
I wish somebody would
Disrespect my man
You’re gonna have to come see me
I go hard for my baby
He’s all that I need

So if you got a good one
Put your hands up,
Come on girl and stand up
Go ahead lift your man up
Get up
If you got a good one, put your hands up
Go ahead lift your man up
Get up
If you got a good one, stand up
Come on girl, and stand up

If I could be your angel
Your angel, Your angel
Protect you from the pain
I’ll keep you safe from danger
You’ll never hurt again
I’ll be your a.n.g.e.l
I’m gonna be your a.n.g.e.l
I’ll be your angel.

hugs & kisses;

2008-10-29T15:11:00.005+08:00

"If there's no more tomorrow for me, keep me in your memory"

I hope my messages will be sent to you.

To whom it may concern,
I know i tend to not speak up when something bothers me, thinking that it is
trivial to mention it. Unfortunately, what happen is after repeated time of not
speaking up, some small occurrence happens and it ends up being the straw
that broke the camel's back. Then you, more often than not, has no clue of what
im upset about and therefore think im overreacting. I hate arguing with you
and i hate hearing that pain-filled tone of your voice.

Our argument was caused from so many things.
My insecurities, my lack of self worth, the selfish who wants to be the only one that makes you smile and toss a sparkle across your eye.
Im sorry for hurting and beating you down so often but you see, i made a mistake in my past which is why im a little uninterested in your promises. I have so many bad memories, so many moments that i hold myself in because they seem to be all that is left of me. It took me a long time to let go of it completely and right now, all i have is this desperate need to make myself be heard again.

I wanna tell you all my secrets, what lays beneath these brown eyes.

If I were to tell you, for me you would despise.

For I know things no person should know. For I do things that should lay buried beneath snow.
I hate having to look at you with such coldness, because I know it will leave only bitterness.
When I speak to you about my feelings you push me away,
you don't know and realize you do,
but oh it hurts and I want you to hurt to.

My attitude reflexes only me
Shall I carry on an attitude, look, just let me be,
leave it alone let the matter be,
because the reason I have an attitude is because I'm tired of being me.
For when I speak to you, I want you to feel the coldness of my heart too.
You don't and may not realize that this poem is dedicated to you!
Really its only a stress reliever, for the pain you should feel to, I hate you,
why, I don't know..

Honestly my love, its maybe frustration and pain that is time for me to let go.
When you tell me to do something that seems like it is only in your interest,
you push me further away from doing it, because its just seems pointless.
Just please leave me alone, don't talk to me because honestly,
never again shall I speak.

And Leona Lewis-Better in time lyrics,

"Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be.
No matter how hard it is,
I'll be fine without you, Yes I will."

get what it means? you will be fine, without me. ):

Like what, Fyza`skarlet said, "not all fairytales end with happy endings"

Hugs & kisses;

i cried.

2008-10-28T16:31:00.002+08:00

And for once, you (my little brother) cried infront of me,
& APOLOGISED.
you cried?! & apologised?!

are u scared bcoz for once, i didnt bother you?!
& out of sudden, i shouted to you & said,
"kau nak kluar, kau kluar. kau nk buat aper kau nak, kau buat! aku da tk kuasa lagi. kau berambos sekarang. kau kluar sana!"

& so, i cried too, together with him. when his apologising to me.
i cant stand it. im pissed, totally. too much in me. i kept deep down.
tears roll down my eyes. everything is killing me softly.

i need some time to be alone. GOODBYE.

2008-10-28T13:58:00.003+08:00

My weekends wasnt that fun. BUT!
My Sunday, spend wonderfully. With Gee & at the later part with my lovelies.
*smile widely*
Gee & I catched this *points below*

High School Muscial 3 Senior Year.
perangai ngade-ngade kan?! baru kluar teros nak tengok. lol.
TY for the treat. heeeeee

after which we head down to Bugis & have our late lunch.
Nasi lemak power as usual. :D :D
then, rushed home. siap siap & meet my 5 sayang(s).
Irah;beb Dayah Yan hakim & Angah.
Angah buat open house oi! yang lain lain asal tk datang?! biasa ehhh. lol.
those food are amazing!! nk tambah lagi, tapi maluuuuu, he he he.
so after makan, we chilled. & have some laughing session dgr kan orang karaoke.
by the time nk balik, salam salam then we stayed awhile at the 'pondok'.
picture taking. aper beb, 'run away love' ?? HA HA HA. perangai~
then, we bid-gdbye. awwwwwww~

My LOVE.

Tuan rumah.

O'yan.

Kim. 'run away love'

four.

three.

Snapshot. one. two. three.

psssst; GD LUCK for ur History paper today. (:

2008-10-23T01:52:00.000+08:00

Ini lah akibat nyer kalo da boring(!!)
I msn with Adam. Gee. Eena. today.
Adam, as usual with his crap jokes & disturb me. -_-
Gee, da selalu msn. so, normal.
Eena, received those raya pics. & god, am happy! belambak oi.
abeh member trip mlm. nk type GOOD jadi FOOD.
lapar iyer cik kak?! hahahaha.
ehhh, like going to rain selebat-lebatnye!! this is funnnnn!
I mean, nice to sleep. time time hujan la kannnn :D :D

yang video *points below* very random gile oink oink. nth to do wat..
untuk mat mat remp-it. hahahah njoyyyyy..

& im loving this song, seriously. especially the chorus part.
saper yang minat mly song je patot dgr. hahaha. ok bye!

raya with my favourite(S)

2008-10-22T23:15:00.001+08:00

Last Saturday, 18 October.
Raya-ing with my favourite girl(s) & boy(s).
Biasa, perangai orang melayu. Janji pukol 1pm.
tunggu tunggu sampai pukol 3pm.
membara dok, dalam. tapi, maintain cool jee *roll eyes*
as usual there's always a paitau case. i cant be bothered already.
I wasnt happy with the plan & my Beb had to go home.
im sad for her but Saiful insisted me to stayed on.
The first house was Helmi's place which at Bukit Batok.

(thanked god, i get to take a quick snapshot with my MOST FAVOURITE GIRL, Irah)

Then we only left for the 1st house at 3plus almost 4pm.
to Dayah's place at Jelapang.

By the time we reached Dayah's crib, it was raining heavily. So we stayed a little while to wait for the rain to stop. macam drizzling gitu..
Then we proceed to Shaffiq's place at Chua Chu Kang. took lrt of course.

then from Shaffiq's to Lisa cribs. I mean it, almost every house kenek telan makan.
Till i cant take it feel like *puke* but i managed to control. ha ha ha.
abeh, tunggu bas punya laaa lame! leceh la kann..

from Lisa, to Eena. rumah eena, mak nyer masak smth like pizza.
VERY SEDAP.
nanti inform mak kau, aku nk order boleh? hahaha.

after eena, proceed to my place. sampai, semua lepak.
sebab da terlalu kenyang.
yg lelaki tgk bola. yang pompan mkn kuih. yg ader, main guitar bgs kannn?

then we make a move to Irah's place. naik LRT. tgh tunggu LRT dtg, sambil sambil la smue petik. petik. hahah
bila da smpai,everyone started to be soooo segan silu & mata kuyu. da 2nd last house wat.
abeh makan mee soto lagi!! sedap kan..
btw THANKS BEB. u made all the effort to let us dropped by. & visit u. (:

For the very last house, Hakim!! which everyone feeling nak tido! hahaha.
kenek pakse makan lontong. -_- jht kan..
time balik, Hakim send all of us to the LRT station. kire sweet arr tu? LOL.
anyway thnks. & i wont elaborate what happened bile time balik.
just that, i enjoyed my day with u guys.
PERANGAI SATU SATU TK UBAH!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhahah

& LISA,aku nak gambar.Jangan nk senyap senyap eh,please update -_-

2008-10-22T00:39:00.003+08:00

20 October 2008.
I went out with my Lil'bro to meet up with Gee to accompanied him study his Science.
early morning da makan at Food culture Century Square.
thanked god my adik was all over hyper-active.
& my mum cooked lemak Ketam that day. so after his exam my lil'bro asked him to come over.
chilled. tv. card games. laughing. all sort of hyper thing we did that day.

by the time at night, i accompanied Irah on the phone.
by the way beb, 'I know ur strong to go through this. Im always here for you day & night. im always there for your to whine all sort of problems to me.
but please, do take care of urself too. eat like u always did will ya? & smile.
Let god decide whats next. dont worry too much.'

earlier on, Dam msn-ing with me. that ass really wants a tight slap on his forehead~
tk habis habis with his PANTAT.
abeh nak offline, perangai...

[aDAM sMiLe] says:
bye pantat...
[aDAM sMiLe] says:
rindu kau siol....
[aDAM sMiLe] says:
tk bnyk. sikit jer....
[aDAM sMiLe] says:
hahaha

see?! PERANGAI anjing kan!! hahahahaha. abeh now, sms masok. its him. -_-

Hari raya (family)

2008-10-20T19:00:00.000+08:00

I made a new blogskin. Feeling all new!! :D
& for sure my readers have been waiting for my RAYA update(s) yang da overdue tuuu,hah~
beware,BEWARE.
(click to enlarge)

As you all can see, my family & I having all BLUE this year! (feeeeewittt)
& this year wasn't that fun coz my dad had to work on the first day of Raya. So, everything was a quick snapshot & ader rumah pon, aku malas nk petik. ha ha ha

(first day. before going JB, sempat posing duluu)

my 3rd day which on, Friday 3rd October spend with my Dad's family. & Since my Aunt's requested to use our 1st day baju raya, so we did. & everyone looked amazing eh? ha ha ha

(my dad's family. very the kecoh! all say, "candid! candid!")

My 4th day which on the nxt day, Saturday 4th October, with my Mum's family pulak.
there were total of 7 car. full squad!! & 11 houses visited on that day itself.
& mind you, every house amek gambar oi~ smpai mata penat dgn flash sana sini, mcm superstar! hahah.

(first pit stop. My Mak Long house)

(Kak Ija cribs at Woodland.)

(cousin)

(my crib & by the time if im not wrong, its already 10+)

(Hougang area,last house. as you can see,my Mak Long & my uncle was dancing ar-go-go)

(this was like erm, on the 11 October where ive to visit my uncle crib which at Woodlands & my dad's friend plus Mak house. after which chill with my mum's family at ALIF coffee shop)

I spend with those two family, mum & dad side's till late morning, oi!! heaven~ :D
So, thats how my family & I get together everytime, HARI RAYA.

Gee's uncle & friends

2008-10-20T17:45:00.000+08:00

on The 5th of raya, i went out with Gee, feeling feeling la konon-nyer.
Jelapang & Bedok.
his Uncle at Bedok being cool as always.
when we bid-gdbye his uncle said to me,
"lawa nih..(usap-usap my hair) biar sampai nikah"
so i smiled. being so blur & erm, lost i guess? ha-ha!
wtever. *roll eyes*

(5th day of Hari Raya, Gee came over & i visited his uncle's crib too)

On the 10 pulak, i went out with his Friends. Kecoh as usual. Being so left out gitu arrr.. malu malu cat~ HA HA HA. especially at his teacher crib. malu oi!!
but everything has ended. thanked god.

(10 October went out with Gee friend's private O's punya orang-orang. Kecoh as usual)

2008-10-17T23:55:00.001+08:00

"I wish to have babies, they are cute little thang! but to think again, i dont wnt to get married." HA HA HA (ini part random gile oink oink, ignore this)

Its been awhile, i know. & IM SORRY.
Maseh Hari raya lagi tau, jadi maaf-maafan la iyerr, HAHAHAHA.
Last Wednesday, 15 October, I made a bdae surprised for my Manager.
& also, I made a surprise for the the three of them. Liyana, Fatin & Angie(Manager)
thanks to the three of us the surprise when well.
Angie, almost teared when she saw me in the office singing her the bdae song. LOL
just a small surprised & i hope you like it.
of course, THANKS for asking me back to work with you guys. i've yet to consider. (:

After which, i bid gdbye & have a quick meet up with Gee.
walked around & have our quick dinner or late lunch over at Marina.

The next day, Thursday, 16 October. Gee has started his O'lvl science practical.
late evening meet up over at his void-deck with those heavy rains, I made it through.
Late Lunch, We had Ikan bakar & Tom yam for the day.
to top it all up, we catched this >>>>>

hilarious. a girl who knows how to attract guy(s) & who is preety but no brains!
BIMBO~ You guys should watched it (:

yay! yay! besok Jln raya!! *insert wide smileeee* :D :D :D :D

2008-10-03T02:08:00.003+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.
Moga semua kesilapan, keterlampauan, dan keegoan yang terserlah dalam blog ini, dimaafkan ikhlas.
sesiapa yang kenal diri saya, baik kawan-kawan sekolah, blog, friendster, myspace, EEN atau AIN ingin menyusun sepuluh jari minta ampun dan maaf sekiranya ada terkasar bahasa atau pon menyinggung hati kalian semua.

love,EEN*

(back soon)

2008-09-24T17:30:00.006+08:00

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FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, I REALLY APOLOGISED FOR NOT COMING TODAY.
i wont elaborate. there's nothing i can say but SORRY.
thanked god there's my maid to hear all those whine from me.
'say out loud about ur pay like as if im bothered with it?' fcuked off ohkay!!
cb face~
read; mixed feelings + pissed!

2008-09-23T20:46:00.004+08:00

SORRY FOR THE LACK OF UPDATES :) :)
been busy waking up late, LOL.
NO la. my dad been busy using the computer for his work stuffs, so yea.

Last Saturday i was at Changi Airport Terminal 1 with GEE (dad side) family members.
after which i was at the esplanade to watch HIPHOP HURRAY with him.
break-fast was at BK Terminal 1. his treat. alah, can say, he always. mind me, ALWAYS with the treat thingy. -_-' at the same time, malu la kan. what do u expect? saye bukan muka tembok ohkay!
on the particular saturday itself, i felt so scared & malu.
suddenly his pkcik approached me & asked,
"ini anak sape nie...?"
you must know me kan? i was so shocked & i felt like covering my face. -_-'
if not bcoz of his nenek, i wont be around mybe?
but thanked god my 'BIG DAY' has ended. & i shall pray for MAK pergi balik Umrah safely, AMIN.
the hiphop festival held at the esplanade stage was preety amazing coz our local hiphoppers wasn't that bad afterall. *thumbs up*

Yesterday morning i accompanied my aunt to Geylang to exchanged watever she have to exchanged. leceh kan. cab back home, syg aunty!! :D :D
reached back, quickly i called GEE. bath & siap-siap to meet him. again at, Geylang -_-' I had alot of fun times with him, mind you.
Kebab, goreng pisang, ice-cream all thanks to him & some stuffs too. shld i mention it? nahh~
im one happy girl oi yesterday. *jumps around like budak 5tahun* :D :D
i felt like there's no tomorrow. as usual, gee will send me home safely.
thanked you, & i meant it, from the bottom of my heart for EVERYTHING* you've done just to see those smiles, HA HA.

& I dont understand why kids nowadays like to stare strangers(like me) top till bottom? like im in the wrong laaaaa kn! kan-na-sai~
I dont need cb face look from you, girl(s). You're just destroying my preety eyesight. a glance look i know u guys are just way below me.
hello, I MAY BE SMALL but i aint a poser like u guys out there.
Looking at how trash u all can be nowadays makes me LAUGHED!!

(budak tong tong kan, yangkong kat tgh geylang mkn ice-cream, HA-HA)

of course i love my Beb too. ha HA ha. kau tahu kan tadi ptg ketawe mcm nk mampos!
entah puasa ke tak, LOL.

pssst; GET WELL SOON. TAKE THOSE MEDICINE & HAVE A GOOD REST, STAY STRONG & SMILE ALWAYS!! ILY BEBEH. -Irah;beb

2008-09-18T23:07:00.006+08:00

I slept the whole afternoon till late evening. zzzzZZZZZzzzzz -_-'
woke up at 6pm. bath & get dress (mcm phm, padahal, selekeh) went to BPP.
to collect my shirt.
back home, time for me to breakfast.
My mum reached home early today, thank god. but she's irritating. (gd basis)
hahahaha!!
main jeling-jeling mata tgk sapa lagi banyak? LOL.
rest for awhile. after which, i accompanied my mum to Sheng Siong (ramai orang oi)
beli barang kuih, *kening naik naik* she bought alot, seriously.
da macam nk borong semua barang kuih seyy (bedek arr nie part, haha)
she also bought the mixer machine & blender.
when its the time for us to pay, i said to my mum,

me: "banyak duit?"
ibu: "eh biasa arrr!! (:D :D)"
me: "eh kerek siak~"
ibu: "hahahahahaha"

tell me, how can i not love my mum with her 'asal-boleh-talking-&-attitude' ??
hahahahahahahhahahaha.
yay! yay! besok buat kuih raya, *jumps around* (mcm budak jakon, LOL)

banyak kan? banyak kan? say banyakkkkkkkkkkkk!! HAHAHAHAHA. (crap)

2008-09-18T12:58:00.006+08:00

Been wondering why there's NO more CURRY sos? this explain why, MAGGOTS!!

& again, today I received an email regarding about Mac'Donald, AGAIN!!
guess, this time round WHAT HAPPENED?
RATS falling from the CEILING!! mind you. its at Tampines (big mac) near interchange.
picture below. (click for clearer view)

so people, beware for now. berhati-hati la iyerrrrr :):)

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woke up at 7.15am today. since my mum disturb me early morning to pass me her POSB atm card.
as usual, woke up the boy at 7.25am.
7.30 till 8am im busy watching Lilo & Stich. HAHAH.
feeling muda-mudi balik la kononnyer. konon-nyer aje tau. LOL!
Today, Gee is having his Malay prelim paper 1 & 2.
tapi malang nasibnya, member msg aku tanye name pelik-pelik.
hahaha GAGASAN?! lol.
im tired. mybe i should continue my sleep eh? -_-'
wtever~

& aku tak paham dgn ; HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (insert ur own word)

2008-09-17T00:31:00.001+08:00

I MISSED MY WONDERFUL 'FAMILY' & I MISSED SOMEONE FETCHED ME BACK FROM WORK, ehem* (gee)

(the very first picture taken & first day of work.) (the three of us)

(than came Liyana. i missed having lunch at Minang)

(thats Maddi in black, her last day working. so my manager treat her & us for lunch)

(yana,manager,fatin & myself)

(waiting for my manager make-over,photo shoot. u knw, those for fun, thingy)

(late dinner at Indonesian Restaurant along BoutQuay)

(farewell to Maddi, the whole of us including my two big boss, find me!!)

(my workstation, *missed*)

(my manager workstation which is just beside me)

(Liyana workstation)

(& this was my last day of work. *sob sob*)

I missed those bunch of wonderful people. They treat me well from the very first day of work. they welcome me, like one big family. i really missed my manager which i treat her like my mum as well as friend (cn talk whatever i want with her oi!)
my Fatin, who's very bubblish & love to snatch my digicam just to take pictures.
& of course, LIYANA!!! whom I treat her like my big sis. who taught me with all sorts of admin cum tele. till today, member tk habis habis approached salah orang.
hahahah!
shall make some catch up thingy soon. i mean it, SOON!!

2008-09-16T01:57:00.004+08:00

my hair back to normal, *shakes butt & jumps around*

(ni ar org puasa, pnt sngt~)

picture's showed you, where i am yesterday evening eh? suntec, yo! :D :D
someone went shopping too. chey! chey! new shirt seyy seyy. -_-'
from suntec to marina than to bugis.
Ain was there!! ader ke patot dier suroh aku check kan hp dier saper yg msg?
*shakes head*
the both of us was tired, rounding. so we make a move to Outram to ctch 190 back.
as usual, the boy send me home.
random.
so now, msn-ing with Gee, haikal & Harry (came back after so long) too.

2008-09-14T23:04:00.004+08:00

Went out to Geylang(like again) with Gee to accompanied him to buy his barang-barang.
baju mly, capal & butang.
thnks to me, i tawar for him at this shop where my dad & lil'bro bought it too.
after which i bid-gdbye leaving him alone waited for his Cousin, faz.
reached home & i wnt to sleep the rest of the hours waiting to breakfast.
when i woke up, my left eye caught with sore-eyes. -_-'
my mum approached me,
"saper tinggalkan kau?"
*roll eyes*
at 7.30pm the whole family including my maid watched HERBIE.
after which, here i am infront of the computer.
ok wtever. random la sangat~
but yesterday joke of the day which made me & my mum laughed till the both of us running to the toilet to pee was,
mum: "eh itu laki aku tau!" (showing to my dad)
me: "aku tau la itu laki kau, bapak aku!"
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
love you, ibu, always!

2008-09-13T23:45:00.000+08:00

-Gee breakfast over my house with the others, yesterday.
-after which, went out with him to Geylang. ('bersepah')
-bought his dengdeng & keropok leko. (da happy?)
-walked to Eunos mrt station.
-mrt down to Tampines & ride back, 67 home.
-yesterday such a bummer, bumped into the ex whole clan.
-supper over at teck whye cc, Mac'donald with Gee.
-he send me under my voideck.
-NR3 back home for him.
-waited for Gee till sahor.
-after sahor called Gee & off to sleep.

from the bottom of my heart, I want to Thanked Gee for EVERYTHING you have done for me.
from the very moment i've known you till today, thnk-you, i really do appreciate ur care & concern ur sacrifices towards me. =)

(Re-edit)

I had two slice of roti boyan & a cup of air khatira.
after which, I wnt into my bedroom & switch on the radio listening to full blast songs.
My eyes wnt sleepy. so i slept till 9.30pm.
I woke up, & wnt into my parents room finding for my mum & sis.
talked & laughed till wee hours.
to top it all up, my sis, myself & mum vdio called with my aunty OG out of sudden.
at 12.30am i went off with my sis drive around & now here i am, posting.
with a mixed feeling & down for a moment.
how i wish, things wasn't this way.
I need someone, someone who i can talk & gain those smiles for me again.
whenever im down, truly, deep down my heart, i missed the ex, of course.
I just want to be happy & smile through out my life, but its impossible.

2008-09-12T10:23:00.004+08:00

Blame me for all you care, i dont mind & cant be bothered anymore, thnks.

"If I blame you, in effect I have empowered you. I have given my power to your weakness. Then I can create evidence that supports my perception that you are the problem."

"Make it a habit to tell people thank you. To express your appreciation, sincerely and without the expectation of anything in return. Truly appreciate those around you, and you'll soon find many others around you. Truly appreciate life, and you'll find that you have more of it."

I burst into tears. The weather seems so sad. It has been raining since morning.
I should have taken a little rest. Those eyebags are gaining, mind you(!!)
But I couldnt shut this eyes of mind, instead I blog those feelings out.
from the bottom of my heart, i could just say,
sorry & im dead beat tired of all the things happened around me.

'if only I could stop the time, i shall stop it once i knew smth bad will happen'

2008-09-11T21:43:00.000+08:00

many things happened everyday. but there's just no way I could type it all out.
im pissed. pissed. pissed. pissed.
I breakfast late today cos im disgusted with my sis boyf.
Im a gd player when it comes to 'hating'
once if i say, HATE. means, HATE(!)
too pissed off till he asked me,
"zureen, tk makan?"
all I can do is, silent. & ignore him. & continue with my computer.
argh(!!)
the other thing is, my msn from afternoon till now, cnt sign in. and idk why.
(knnfckyoucb)
my mum disturb me too when i was in her room, finding for my dictionary.
such an irritating(!)
& all i can say is,
"jangan kacau laa" & walked off plus gave her my irritated face -_-'
as for my maid, kept on asking me, 'whats wrong & stuffs' bla bla bla.
oh-my-god.
idk why nowadays i tend to get so pissed off, on a slightest thing.
till my maid asked my mum, 'whats wrong with me'
all she could answered was,
"uzur tuu" (period)
mind you, not the right time yet. Jgn nk main ckp aje boleh?!
as For this Gee, he with his nvr-ending-risau-twrds-me.
i burst into tears earlier on.
sometimes i've got the feeling of, not bothering anyone or whoever.
just me,myself & i.

2008-09-11T15:35:00.004+08:00

Everything happened on last Tuesday. My family & I went to Geylang. (early eh?)
bought my dad & lil'brother baju melayu. thanked god, da settled.
we bought alot of items too. bedsheet etc.
probably we will head down to Geylang again to find my maid new clothing too.
I had dengdeng (Gee tkmo J eh, be very very J, lols)
My dad bought HANTU AMBULANCE an indonesian ghost story.
mind you, its a true story happened in BANDUNG.
there's this old house with an Ambulance parked infront.
you can watch it through youtube too.
Untuk sesiapa yang lemah semangat, berhati-hati la iyerrr :D :D

(mind me, my face = sucky)

(sorry, my adik cover the flash so the outcome tk-secantik-mana)

& semalam ader orang buka di rumahku, Gee, ty, u made my day :)
to top it all up, my family & I plus Abg Haron (my sis ex) laughed real hard.
all bcoz my dad being so Pengecut while watching Hantu Ambulance. hahaha.
should have taken a video of it.
da fierce, tahu tahu kedi-nyer-part-ter-serlah, a big HAHAHAHA!!

2008-09-09T17:18:00.003+08:00

Everything seems so wrong. Im so stress up.
Pity my mum. ): I need a job. someone, please?
gdbye for now. I need a cold bath. to cool myself down.

"ya allah, kuatkan lah iman ku ini, amin."

2008-09-08T00:00:00.001+08:00

watch it. watch it. watch it.

1st (I like the 'TIDAK' part. hahahaha.)

2nd (very very unique = sengau)

youtube madness!! i guess, you people should see everything that related to Indonesia Idol, pecah pecah perot ketawa (:

2008-09-07T23:09:00.003+08:00

Adik aku knk campak dengan sendok nasi dengan kakak aku, baru je tadi.
kesian itu budak. & kakak aku tu, melampau! *shakes head*
i feel like complain it to my mother. but, nahh~
their problem lah.
Kalau kepala budak tu benjol, selamat la kau, kak~

edited:

_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:

een,18 19 20 26 27 sept..im having my event catering at Charcoal restaurant..$30 per person,set menu (5 course menu)..

SO, friends, if you people are intrested to go? do contact Hakim first, TY.
btw its for DINNER only.

2008-09-07T17:50:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABG ZHAFIR!!! (da tua,haha)
ur always be my 'brother' now & than. ehem, kalo tunang, tkmo lupe jemput saye!!

Today, I woke up by a called. Ty, Anuar u made my day despite how sleepy my voice was.
U trusted me. & told me everything out about you & ur girlfriend.
just a piece of advice, dont be so pressured up & smile always :D :D
aku dpt bbual dgn dier lebih dari satu jam oi! happy sungguh! HAHAHAHA
& he missed me, of course.
to top it all up, my-used-to-be-ITE-friend, msn with me.
asked me out for a date? to geylang? a big, HAHAHAH. bcoz i knw, i wont. LOLS.
date? to Geylang eh? with him? please laaa. *roll eyes*
Msn with Gee & Beb too earlier on.
as for now, im watching WARNA RAMADAN with my mum.
later on buka, my sis boyfriend will breakfast with us. -_-'
eeeeeeee kpo!

;and for a minute, i felt so pissed off~ gdbye.

2008-09-05T23:50:00.001+08:00

Tags Replied. (:

irah;beb: anyway baby tu smue berebot nak amek gmbr kat orang kawin hahahahaha panas2!
4 Sep 08, 22:28
irah;beb: ehhh MRT ni kamu punya kah? hahahahaha
4 Sep 08, 22:28
irah;beb: haus2 panaas2 minom air balek rumah da siap kan lol miss those days :D
4 Sep 08, 22:28
irah;beb: lisa lisa lisa yeah we went too fast was in a rush. eh mat kolam tu fav la pantat. haha nohhh nohhh hahahaha

EEN to Irah;beb: a'ah sey, cuaca panas, hari2 balik telan air orange juice manis yg boleh potong kaki! haha. kau tk rindu mat kolam? lols.. "noh..noh.." ader org cuak, bile knk sound dgn aunty mrt! hahahaha. irah..irah.. baby tu, knk rolling oi! nasib tk nangis. hahah.

4 Sep 08, 22:13
Lisa: sorry spam a weeeebit. :D
4 Sep 08, 22:13
Lisa: orange juice everyday ballik rumah minom. gerek kann. haha. kedai kat tepi rumaah.. gerekk kann. muahahaa
4 Sep 08, 22:12
Lisa: lol. mat kolam!! hahaha irah's fav bf at pahang. haha. ingat "mak" kate apee.. "alaah nanti semua sama nohh. kasi email.. tapi tk datang jumpa mak lagii.." HAHAH!!
4 Sep 08, 22:10
Lisa: went offf toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo fast.
4 Sep 08, 12:30

EEN to Lisa: yes, sorry lisa. but we did showed up! :D mat kolam, wahh hot topic now. lols. hahaha.. siak ar kau! ingat aje.. eh bukan 'mak' laa its 'ibu' lols. kau rindu 'ibu' kat sane? kau sorang pergi..haha lps tu kirim salam, Pak Long aku! :D hahah orange juice, yg boleh potong kaki. hahah. && kiter melampau, tiap kali balik, On aircon. aku rase bill dtg, dier knk byr parah..hahaha..ini confirm spam, pasal tkde kejer nk buat? lols.

EENA: hahaha mat kolam irah's fav :)..hahah i miss those days :(

EEN to EENA: hahaha, lols, ingat lagi ehh korang! me too, i missed those days. jom kiter, suroh cikgu Nurul, buat lagi? yok!! hahaha.. naik kereta api, end up, knk tengking, teros diam! lols..

Hello readers :D :D :D
On Thursday, i met up with Gee & Irah;beb to somewhere near Paya Lebar.
Bid-Gdbye with Gee at around 5plus.. myself & Irah, mrt back to Gombak Bazar.
a short meet up & some catch up with EENA & LISA. *huggggggssss to both of them*
buka time, me & beb went off to Alif(wtever spelling) to have our dinner.
than, 187 back home but before that, this beb of mine, damn hilarious!
there's this one Malay guy approached us & said,
"ah, da mlm nie, nk temankan tk? (with a cheeky smile)"
Irah slapped my hands & said,
"eh aper dier ckp arr?"
bla bla bla..
once again, after soooo long tk dpt tgk 'gabrah' dier, that nite, Im the lucky person, to see once again. hahaha!
plus in the afternoon, someone being approached like mintak gadoh in the mrt with my beb!
there's this aunty being so KIASU, pushing & wanting to move in whre else, the mrt door will be closing soon.
so this beb of mine said,
"ah nak masok lagi?"
than the aunty standing behind me said,
"ah boleh tak? ini mrt bukan awak yang punya kan? sibok sibok aja.."
being so pissed off, my beb start making faces to her.
hahahahha. mind u, bulan puasa mmg btol btol bnyk dugaan dan cabarannya.. LOLS.

As for today, someone wanted to make a surprised for me tapi tk menjadi!
why? bcoz, i heard the LRT said, "next station, phoenix"
which is damn clear cut that someone will be meeting me. boo~
went down & meet Gee under my void-deck at 10pm.
big hugsssssssss, of course!! :D :D :D
chit-chat. & bid-gdbye at 11pm. fast kan? i knw.. but somehow, i really make that 1hr a meaningful one, i tried, really. i hope ur happy now? hahahaha
now, im waiting for my sis to reach home. lmbt woy. -_-

2008-09-03T23:27:00.003+08:00

PEACE to the readers. hahahaha

1st post of the day,

The weather seem not good. raining heavily. sad like me. ):
I hope, tomorrow's weather wasnt like today.
I want bright & shine :D :D
& to my mum, GET WELL SOON. as for my dad, thnks for the money :D
someone secret has been revealed.
I didnt knw till my maid shared it with me earlier on.
My lil'bro threw an egg from the kitchen window.
till his school mate busy knocking at my door. -_-'
It all happened when, my sis & myself went out.
god, his out of control i guess?
& when my maid asked him, why did he do that?
he can only said, he was Frustrated with those friends of his.
see how bad when someone really out of control? when they are so pissed off?
tsk!
mybe I should drag him to Anger Management class, hahaha!
ok, ini sangat random ehk.
look at those pictures below!!
kesian, sunflower aku. da sampai jatoh, mati. LOLS.

Mcm cute ar, bcoz, i everyday changed the water. tahu tahu today, in the afternoon, everything dropped off. hahahaha

pssst; to GEE, cheered up :DDD smile always like me. i knw ur strong!

2nd post of the day,

I bet everyone knows this cute little girl. ya?! :D
too adorable, you see. till some of the human beings recorded it & post it over at Youtube.

& I hope, tomorrow will be just fine. Insyallah,amin.

3rd post of the day,

I want to wish this two great friend of mine, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
study hard & smart =) all the best in life. see you soon. raya, eh? hahah

4th post of the day,

I really missed this joyful moments I had went i was over at Pahang =) almost a wk.

(i missed this two, Pak long (whom my friends label as my 2nd father. & Mat Kolam, my beb favourite, hahahah)

& of course, i missed this cute adorable baby! girls, do you remember her?? hahaha

ok, thnks for browsing through. i need to have smth in my stomach. im shivering, yo!

2008-09-02T20:02:00.002+08:00

The whole afternoon I chat with my Irah;beb, Gee & o'in :)
this three particular human beings.
Irah as usual, 24/7 talk crap & our wonderful hardcore laughed.
Gee, same routine.
O'in, sending me all those sodeh (sad) songs asking me to hear it.
but the two human beings, Irah & Gee both said, 28 more days to go?!
-____________________-'
u people shld knw, wat they are refering to by 28 more days to go?
those two were talking about HARI RAYA! mind you~ excited. hahahah
puasa full dulu, than bbual pasal raya ok? :D
Gee is out, living me behind. (lpk dgn kawan-kawan)
Irah, is out too from msn. (kate nk msk pkai ipod tapi tk masok masok)
O'in, out too, back home from Tanglin to Bp.
Here I am, updating.
below, a cute conversation i had with O'in :D (click for a clearer look)

Overdue pictures, the other day i went Punggol (ghost town, haha)
& someone gave me SUNFLOWER. one happy girl ohkay :D :D

thats all folks, happy fasting. pssst; catch Raya gemilang & Ra-Ra Bazaar people.

2008-08-31T23:22:00.002+08:00

TAGS REPLIED.

fiQ: best nye naik singapore flyers!!!aku blom naik tau!!humph

EEN to fiQ: hehe, alah nth so WOW~ but u shld ctch it with ur love ones :D

Skarlet: hello my dear cutie! happy fasting :D && update more!

EEN to Skarlet: hehe, hello comel :) thank you. you too. & i will. i will :D huggss.

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EEN to GEE: ur most welcome :D

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eff: da pop pop ohh!!! hehehehe.

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Thnk-you, readers for ur wonderful taggs :D :D keep on rolling, yea? TY. hehe

My weekends are always the same. Meet up with the usual human beings :)
On Saturday, I went out with my sis first, to send some foods over at my sis(ex) crib.
Than, meet up with Gee at Far East. btw, sorry for the first part, it didnt turned out to be a good one. ggrrrr!
as usual, that someone have to take NR3 back home :)
as for today, Sunday, surprise~ surprise~
again, for the first part, not that well. -_-'
but at least we get to meet each other la kan.. gahh~
67 back home and i went to my dreamland while i was in the bus.
but somehow, i was shocked by my dream. super paiseh lohh. hahahah.
just a random, update.
ok, fasting month tomorrow :D :D

2008-08-29T20:37:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, I meet up with Gee over at Bugis in the afternoon.
We walked around Little India, eh? if im not wrong.
esok lusa, chinatown pulak? hahahah ok,crap!
accompanied him to buy his pants. den to Punggol to meet up with his Mak.
yay-ness!!
dpt jumpe mak! :D :D :D
pictures will update soon, aye? too tired.
ok tkcre.
tampines vs gombak, like slow ar? lols.

2008-08-28T20:01:00.000+08:00

As for last Monday, someone asked me out for a date?! :D :D
a big, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH.
everything was planned out. from morning till night.
but due to the weather, we had to cncel off our plan to ecp.
So, early morning, Gee fetched me at my crib with my smelly face yg bru bangon tdo.
We had Ben & Jerry over at Vivo. which made me, one happy girl :)
the day spend wonderfully, thnks to the boy of course.
:D :D :D :D :D smile widelyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy*

Smart-ma-mat sey!

Lady-like-like sey!

Ben & Jerry

Ice Cream.

Too tired, chill under my void-deck.

than, we bid gdbye of course, duhhh~ hahahahah

2008-08-27T21:58:00.000+08:00

BEWARE HEAVY PICTURES;
Overdue pictures.
Sorry ive been busy. mind me for the late updates.
Basically, Last Saturday & Sunday I spend my day with my family.
ok, cut it short.

Saturday;
-Went to JB by TUAS. mind u, it was jammed up.
-to my Aunty's shop for breakfast.
-meet up my Grandma.
-than followed my uncle to one of the school to meet my Aunty. As she's busy cooking for those teacher's whos having a short seminar.
-which than, back at my Grandma crib, to bid gdbye.
-& we proceed to Angsana for a little shopping & lunch at Kenny Rogers. yummylicious~
-than back to Singapore.
-Meet up with Gee, to catch those beautiful fireworks, of course.

pictures for now.

Im in my car, blow~ blow~ blow~

My Brother, showing to my Cuzzin's & Mum

Malaysia school canteen. (mind u,is damn big)

That's Misha my cute bangs cuzzin. (hair colour, original ohkay!)

Say hello to ANGSANA.

HIS.

MINE.

PARENTS.

THE WHOLE TABLE.

otw home.

Blur, thanks to Gee, bahh~

SUNDAY;
-to the SINGAPORE FLYERS
-dinner was at Beach road.
-arab street & geylang. (for some shopping)

Walking to the FLYERS.

Siblings

Waiting for our turn to ride.

FLYER.

excited; im the first to take a picture of myself, hahaha

MUM.

DAD.

myself & lil'bro

Turning.

myself & elder sister.

Going down.

Top.

The five of us.

:D :D :D

2008-08-26T00:39:00.002+08:00

Baru sign in,da ader org msn.
I had this conversation earlier on with ALIF HAKIM (:
;cute kan kau~

_____________________________

_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
EEN!
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
aku rindu kau
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
aku rindu kau
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
bila nk keluar together2?
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
hahaha
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
smile widelyyyyyyyyy
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
(((((((((=
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
tk tahu. tk tahu.
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
bile kau hols?
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
end of the year!!=(\
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
sebelom PUASA AH!!
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
hahah..
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
sblom puasa?
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
bile?
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
bahh...
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
a chill out session around my area boleh ar..
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
u knw.. ive now gt a prob with finance issues..
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
lain ahh kau nk blanje.. chey! chey!
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
hahaha
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
kk jk.
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
tk tau pulak ehk psl kau nye masalah..dah lama tk dgr berita..
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
hahaha
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
yerp yerp.
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
rindu aku ehh kau?
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
tk sangkeeeee
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
LOL
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
tu lahhh...
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
hahahahha
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
aku tau kau pon rindu aku..jadi tk payah keep it to yourself ahh
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
ehh kauu
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
mcm paham?
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
LOL
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
een,tk pyh simpan2 di hati larrr..
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
wth...
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
wat seyy
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
?
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
-_________-'
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
hahaha
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
eh2..
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
RINDU ckp RINDU!
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
hahha
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
k la
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
tknk disturb..
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
ade nnt bdk tu mengamok..
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
aper seyy.. mane ader..
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
btw wait~
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
....
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
INI HAKIM KE ORG LAIN?
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
HAKIM LAH
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
ALIF HAKIM
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
kenape???!!!
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
mcm tk pecaye gitu...?
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
asal?
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
entah..
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
bahh~
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
kenape ni???
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
no ar.. mcm u sound different la..
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
lol
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
different?ade ke?
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
errr
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
mybe?
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
hahah
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
you mean the way i talk or what?
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
yerpppp
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
really.?
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
seriously???
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
hahhaha
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
watever for that.
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
meet up soon, INSYALLAH.
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
ok..
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
call me soon right..
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
hahahahha..
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
(:
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
jgn smile...
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
why?
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
ingat sblom puasa..
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
hahaha..
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
=)
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
why sey sblom puasa?
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
tgh puasa tk leh?
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
hahah
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
kk jk
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
tk leh..busy..
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
ic..
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
ok..
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
(:
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
i try..
_cLowN_!..All Hope Is Gone.. says:
ok..
EEN. video killed the radiostar ; says:
(:

______________________________

I shall meet u up soon before Fasting month, i cnt promise, but i try (:
pssst; WEEKENDS updates, shall do it when im free. tkcre. miss me people, ha-ha!

2008-08-22T14:45:00.000+08:00

GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR O'S ENGLISH ORAL, GEE :D

eh, hello earthlings :)
sorry. ive been busy doing nothing at home. LOL.
Ive just got nothing to blog.
but Anyways, thnks to someone yesterday.
ok, i shall get going. i need to bath & get ready to Sheng Siong with my maid.
Saturday & Sunday will be heaven!!
i shall update with lots of pictures, promised.
just tune in for me :D
HAHAHA.

sial ar this is so random, -__-'

2008-08-20T18:36:00.003+08:00

(edit it out of nowhere, which means, im dead BORED at home)

I played games which Beb shared it with me, thnks, yo!
Talked with Mak earlier on. She asked, what am i doing at home, why didnt i followed Gee to Punggol & meet her, etc etc..
Thnks for the concern, i appreciate. shall meet you again, when im free yea :D
this is so random, i need a job, anyone? please? PLEASE?

2008-08-19T20:45:00.000+08:00

I MISSED THIS WHOLE BUNCH, OF FRIENDS.
from school uniform, school public concert, Hari Raya 07 & a Catch up session at Sentosa.

(Chinese New Year Celebration)

(incomplete-guys)

(the best Chinese guy in my class,missed~)

(I missed this teacher of course, Miss Ang)

(I missed my class!!)

(my whole bunch of girls in class)

(usual,5)

(Yan & me)

(Hakim!!)

(over my crib)

(usual 5 & Dayah)

(Lepak at my crib,too tired after jalan raya)

(guys)

(girls)

I guess thats all I can share with you people. theres alot more.
lots of folder & pictures, yo! takan nk upload smuekn? nak mampos? hahaha.

2008-08-18T16:08:00.002+08:00

Gee made my day yesterday despite a last minute planned.
We catched Love Guru (i know, i slow, wtever) over at Cineleisure.
reached back at 11pm if im not wrong.
Thnk You again.

(all I could do is to smile, smile, smileeeeee & play pretend; it hurts alot)

Sum41 says;
"I Tried to be perfect, but nothing was worth it. I dont believe it makes me real. I thought it'd be easy but no one believes me. I meant all the things I said.."

Every little details have been revealed. I cried after knowing about it.
Im sorry. I know i've been a burden to you. Im the most, worst than the other two.
And again, I would like to say, IM SORRY.

For now, I really in need of u, Beb. Totally.
sad. sad. sad. sad.

Or mybe, you, Ain.

NOT IN A MOOD,I want to be Alone.

2008-08-17T03:14:00.001+08:00

I only know, at this very moment, IM DAMN HUNGRY!!!
while waiting for the sister to come back, im msn-ing with Gee.
damn! my eyes are hardly going to shut at any mins of time.
sister, pls come back home fast!!
-_-'

2008-08-15T20:57:00.005+08:00

Those are yesterday pictures.
& pray hard for someone who's going for operation tomorrow.
my family & I will be visiting him.
even my cousin, Abg Amin had an accident in the morning earlier on.
accually, ibu did dreamt abt him, just.
met an accident & he went rest in peace. But im hoping, & really hope, nth bad will happen. ):
Ya Allah, selamat kan la dia, amin.

2008-08-15T00:40:00.002+08:00

Yesterday,
140808 I went out to meet up with Gee & Mak at Geylang, Umi's house.
first of course, met up with the boy at Eunos Busstop.
walked all the way to Umi's house to fetched Mak.
we had lunch over at Geylang. back to the square one, i cnt finished up my food -_-'
wasted. now, terbayang-bayang. LOL~
Mak being soooooooo GOOD asked me, "ain nk baju?"
I goes like, "uh? ehh tknk..tkpe,tkpe"
-_-' orang kalau da murah hati sangat kadang kadang danger. hahaha.
sbb, duit boleh cpt habis. hehe
but i really appreciate her. totally!!
bcoz, my grandmother one of them is in JB & the other one, seldom talk to me. so yea :D
after lunch, we than proceed to Hougang Interchange first before changing our bus to Punggol.
the journey was fun, seriously. & im the happiest girl for that day!!
skali kluar, dpt pergi jauh jauh travel sane sini explore tmpt hujung tanjong.
cool perrrrrrrrr. *eyebrown joget joget*
HA HA HA HA HA
I get to see how Punggol like. (jakon girl) bahh~ than, Abg Amy house is damn Nice!
I really loveeeeeeee their Roof Garden!
from one block to the other. ohhhh myyyyyy~
I shall ask my mum to move over but than again, its damn far & too creepy. LOL
plus!! Im one happy girl to jejak my foot at Punggol Interchange yg mcm Airport!
damn bigggggggggggggggg. & nice & cantik & preety & gorgeous. HA HA HA
ok get back to my story, reached Punggol, the three of us went to NTUC.
since mak nak mkan buah-buahan kannn..
so she bought Oranges & Bread. the funniest part was, she very smngt nk mkn Grape.
Da amek, tapi terlupe bcoz busy talking with us so end up she didnt bought it.
pity her. but her cucu, which is Gee, & myself went down again to buy for her & pass it to her, & thats the time for the two of us bid-gdbye.
SALAM & we went off took bus to Punggol Interchange drop off at Dhoby Ghaut station.
ader orang semangat nak belikan flip-flop tapi i wasnt into it so we called it off.
so we had our dinner at LJS since the both of us been craving for it for a long time.
da habis makan knk turonkan makanan kan? so we walked.
& decided to catch a bus at Outram Interchange back home.
chilled for awhile, we sat, we drank (apple juice), & bid-gdbye..
since someone is schooling the nxt day, yo!
back home, bath, talked awhile with my maid & so here I am, updating.
shall update those pictures whn im free la ehk...
byeeeeeeeeeeeee

psst; I had tremendous FUN TIME with you & mak. u made me smile again. & let all the stress away. thanks again to you. I really apprecite all those time & sacrifices. TY (:

2008-08-13T21:56:00.002+08:00

Thnks for the day. U made me smile despite how sad i am the previous night.
thnks to the old man, of course! -_-'
Oh myyyyy, I wnted to meet up mak tomorrow but you knowwww...
of course i wanna meet her up before puasa.
confirm confirm no time mahh..
well, tkcre all.
such a random post la eh.. byeeeee
jeritan sepi oi~

2008-08-12T18:55:00.002+08:00

I had four slice of bread and a cold milo not forgetting my medicine.
The weather today seems so sad & it rain heavily.
Picture above show you how sad cum dark the sky was.
I had a great chat with my beb in the afternoon.
my mood now, so-so boring, confused, sad, angry, pissed.
thnks to those a lil'bit arguments, i called it off to an interview which my sis told me.
thanks~
fcuk it. random, yo.
so long, succcccccccccccckers!

"siapa makan chili dia yang terasa pedasnya"

2008-08-12T00:37:00.002+08:00

I couldnt shut this eyes of mine to sleep. where else, im here, blogging & munching those Honey stars.
I wouldnt want to disturb you coz i dont wnt to be label as a selfish girl.
Ur schooling each day & been busy preparing for ur O's.
I appreciate each of ur efforts u've done for me.
& Im glad to get to know you.
BUT on the 100808 i was dissapointed not with you but someone else.
after i found out everything, everything that made me so pissed off & sad.
u lightened up my morning with a hardcore laughed.
as for 110808 u made the effort to wake up early in the morning, just to buy me those pills. & pass it in the afternoon despite we had to sat under the void-deck for hour(s)
as for now, ur trying to save ur pocket money just to make some surprises for me or should i say the both of us?
i know, you want the best for me but thanks. money cant buy anything.
afterall, ive to accept whatever your up to.
I know how much u missed me but hey, u know im in a difficult situation now.
im broke. & i wouldnt wnt to ask any money from my parents of course, just to meet you up. but if only ive to, than i would ask.
but for now, im still trying to learn independantly without depending on you.
but deep down my heart, only god knows how much i need you by myside.
I dont ask from u much, but, study smart & have a good bonding between u & ur family's.
If one day ive to go, all those happy moments im with you, let it be memory
and promised me you will be there went im in need from you.
For now, lets pray, wats best for us.

"apa yg terjadi ia tidak akan boleh ulang kembali"

2008-08-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY, SINGAPORE!!!
to Gee; im SORRY i cant have this special saturday with you. ):
(re-edit)

Celebrated with the family of course, mum side.
was over at Kallang, Tanjong Rhu, yo!!
those condo building somehow block our view. but overall we had fun.
"nmpk bunga api kecik pon jadi laaa kan?" (one of my mkcik said)
ha HA ha HA ha.
dinner was over at Bedok. than a chilled session at Changi Beach.
talked. talked. & talked. till midnight. reached home at 1plus.
i had fun!! i had fun!!
thnks to those who made my day. especially my sis. ha ha ha
roll those picturesssssssssssssssss

(MY MUM MCM HOLD THE RADIO, PADAHAL PSP. LOOK, GEE!! HAHAH)

(THE FUNNIEST PICTURE OF THE NIGHT WHICH MADE THE BOTH OF US, A REAL HARDCORE LAUGHED)

Pssst; all the pictures, i smile & i did opened my eyes big BIG ok!! & most were taken by psp camera which is not that clear. bahh!

2008-08-07T20:13:00.001+08:00

This was taken on 22 July 08 by my brother over at Gelare.
the day, i really enjoyed myself with him. (:
read his captions. (click to enlarge)
this is why i really APPRECIATE & LOVE HIM like my own blood, brother.
thnk you.
psst; catch DONT FORGET THE LYRICS, yawwwww! hell fun.
& im waiting for my jemput jemput to be ready :DD

2008-08-07T16:20:00.011+08:00

(& of course, i missed those old gd times in secondary. clbrating NDP)
NDP in 2 days time. tomorrow,almost every school celebrate it, hah!

Everything seems sooo wrong when it come to food.
yes~
im such a fussy person.
i had a little chat with Irah;beb earlier on.
she's down with bad sore throat. GET WELL SOON, BEB!! :DD
& Gee is upset regarding his Mak trip. cheer up, aye?
wahlau. everyone seems soo moody ehk?
& nowadays i get pissed off easily. even on a slightest thing, yo.
idk why -_-'
for now, ive to get myself busy.
so long suckers!!
random;

My horoscope say:
'Someone's odd comments leave you confused. To fight this fuzzy feeling, avoid them.'

2008-08-06T23:52:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, i tried posting. but the internet connection went dead.
so, i switched off the computer straight away.
i can be lazy, if the time is right to be lazy! -_-'
HAH~
Yesterday, Gee accompanied me till weeeee morning. 6.30am than im off to sleep.
thnks to me laaaaaa! he didnt went to school & have to skipped his Physics Exam.
ok, saye jahat~
IM SORRY. terribly, sorry, yo!
So in the afternoon, Gee came over, chilled session.
& someone really a troublesome. he forgotten to bring back his phone.
which means, that Ericson phone overnite at my crib for one day, oi :DD
& in the morning, his mate, Yani msged.. bla bla bla..
i replied for him laaa. saying his phone is with me bla bla bla..
HA HA HA HA

as for today, meet up with Irah;beb. for an interview.
hoping that we got the job, ehkk.
Than, i send her to the busstop. & im off to meet the orang gila (Gee)
he he he.
to passed him back his hp. -_-'
waited for him is damn, bored i tell uuu~
da panas!! lmbt pulak tuuu.. ok whatever.
lunch was at BPP than off to my crib.
chilled again..
around 8.30pm bid gdbye & he went off.
as for now, msn-ing with Gee for his timetable. step baik? or MMG DA BAIK, arr?
ha HA ha HA
ok, jokinggggggggggggg *kening naik naik*

psst; im sorry for being such an arse. for keeping u stress out every moment.
to think again, u helped me alot. & i meant it. ALOT, ok!!
i dont ask from u much but to, wake up on time, school, study, & get a gd results in ur O's.
(make ur parents & mak proud of u! & of course me, thats all)
Insyallah